Book 5 : A Soul of Ash and Blood - Recap and Summary
Book 5 : A Soul of Ash and Blood
Summary
***Chapter Recaps***
Chapter 1 opens in the underground vaults beneath Wayfair Castle, where Cas, Poppy, and Kieran navigate through the lamplit corridors, dealing with Ascended vampry. Cas takes out one of the vampry with a bloodstone dagger, efficiently disintegrating the creature to dust. As always, there is no hesitation between Cas and Kieran—they’ve offered no leeway to any threats since entering the underground lair.
Poppy comments that the Ascended seemed to be running from them, rather than attacking. This spurs a moment of reflection in Cas. He takes in Poppy’s post-battle appearance: her bloodied face, undone hair, and bare feet. To him, she still looks beautiful despite her battle-worn state. His thoughts are deeply affectionate, filled with admiration for her transformation into the Primal of Blood and Bone. This moment also hints at his inner conflict: the pride he feels for her power and the anxiety about her rapid evolution into this new, overwhelming force.
Nektas, the eldest and most powerful draken, joins them, providing guidance but also frustrating Cas with his casual demeanor. Nektas’s presence hints at underlying concerns regarding Poppy’s transformation. Cas, sensing something wrong with Poppy, feels compelled to protect her, though Nektas reassures them that she doesn’t need protection at the moment.
The group continues their search for Poppy’s father, Ires, but the tension grows as Cas’s worry about Poppy intensifies. He notices that her skin is unnaturally cold, even though she insists she’s fine. The coldness, paleness, and the dark shadows under her eyes are deeply unsettling to him. Kieran, too, shares this growing sense of unease, and the subtle signs that something is amiss with Poppy hang heavily over the chapter.
As they move deeper into the underground, the mood becomes increasingly ominous. Nektas cryptically suggests that Poppy’s transformation may not yet be fully understood, a comment that unnerves Cas even further. Despite his concerns, Poppy is focused on the mission at hand—freeing her father from his centuries-long imprisonment.
The sound of claws clicking against stone signals their arrival at Ires’s prison. They find him in a weakened state, locked inside a cage and barely able to maintain his animal form—a large feline with green eyes. Poppy approaches him with trepidation, unsure of what to say to a father she never really knew. Cas supports her, reminding her that she doesn’t have to feel or act a certain way, offering her the emotional support she needs in this vulnerable moment.
Ires, the god, is barely coherent, having been imprisoned for so long. As Nektas works to free him, Poppy, despite the danger, reaches through the bars to calm her father with her Primal powers, feeding him emotions to soothe his panic. This act of compassion and bravery shows how far Poppy has come in wielding her new abilities, even as Cas watches anxiously, terrified that she might overextend herself.
The situation grows more dire when Ires collapses, and Poppy becomes dizzy and lightheaded. Cas immediately notices her condition worsening, further alarmed by her cold skin and her admission that she has had a headache for a while. This confirms Cas’s growing fear that something deeper is wrong with her. Nektas finally reveals that Poppy hasn’t completed the Culling—the final stage of her transformation into a Primal—and is on the verge of entering a stasis-like state to finish the process.
Cas’s worst fears are realized when Poppy collapses in his arms, entering a deep, primal sleep to finish her ascension. Nektas explains that this stasis can last for days or even longer, and there’s a rare chance that when she wakes, she may not remember who she is or recognize those around her. But keep talking to her as Nyktos did with his consert. This revelation is a gut punch to Cas, who is terrified at the thought of losing the woman he loves—even if she is physically right in front of him.
The chapter closes with Cas carrying Poppy to a guest room in Wayfair Castle, laying her down in a bed as she remains in stasis. Kieran tries to reassure him, but Cas is left grappling with feelings of helplessness, fear, and the haunting possibility that the woman he loves may wake up as a stranger. The emotional weight of this moment is overwhelming, as Cas vows to stay by her side, not knowing what the future holds. He cleaned her and sat beside her to "talk" about is time in Masadonia.
Chapter 2 : ON THE RISE
Chapter 2 of A Soul of Blood and Ash opens with a chilling atmosphere that matches the dark setting of Masadonia. The narrator, known as Cas, stands on the Rise, observing the city below, with the weight of his mission heavy on his mind. The city itself is grim, filled with the stench of death, decay, and poverty. The sharp contrast between the crumbling, overcrowded Lower Ward and the affluent Radiant Row, where the Ascended and the wealthy reside, reflects the deep division in the society.
Cas notes the oppressive nature of the city, how the lower class is trapped in filth and ignorance while the elite, protected by the Ascended, live in comfort. His disdain for the ruling Ascended is palpable, as he recognizes their exploitation of the mortal populace. They maintain their power by feeding off Atlantian blood and rewriting history to paint themselves as heroes, while portraying Cas and his people as villains.
While on the Rise, Cas encounters Pence, a young guard from the Lower Ward. Their conversation reveals Pence’s naivety about the Ascended. He believes his younger brother, Owen, will be fortunate to Ascend as a second son, unaware of the grim reality of the process. Cas, knowing the truth, hides his identity and plays along, feeding Pence casual lies about his background. Through this interaction, the reader gains insight into the deceptive nature of the Ascended and how deeply their lies have been ingrained in the mortal populace.
As they stand watch, a familiar warning sound arises from the Blood Forest. Shadows and mist signal the approach of Craven, mindless, bloodthirsty creatures created by the Ascended. Pence, like many others, believes the Craven are the result of Atlantian actions, unaware that the Ascended themselves are responsible for creating the monsters. Cas’s internal anger grows as he contemplates the layers of deception that have poisoned the minds of the people.
The tension escalates as more Craven appear, and Pence expresses concern for his brother’s Ascension. Cas’s inner frustration mounts, knowing that Pence’s brother will likely contribute to the cycle of death and suffering by creating more Craven after his Ascension. Their conversation takes a darker turn as Pence brings up the Maiden, a central figure in the Blood Crown's plans, whose Ascension is approaching.
Cas grows cold and tense at the mention of the Maiden, for she is the key reason he is in Masadonia. He has infiltrated the city to find her and prevent her Ascension. Though the Ascended claim she is Chosen by the gods and destined to usher in a new era, Cas and his people know there is something far more sinister at play.
As the chapter ends, Cas reflects on the looming threat of war. The Blood Crown has taken someone of great importance to Atlantia—someone whose freedom could prevent a devastating conflict. Cas’s mission to locate and rescue the Maiden is not just about revenge; it’s about stopping a war that would cost countless lives. The stakes are high, and Cas knows that failure is not an option.
Chapter 3 : THE SCENT OF THE ROT
Chapter 2 – The Scent of Rot of A Soul of Blood and Ash picks up with a grim aftermath of a Craven attack. Six guards had ridden out to deal with the creatures, but only three returned. This serves as a stark reminder of the relentless danger outside the Rise and the frequent loss of life in these confrontations. The Ascended, however, typically ensure that the full extent of these losses is hidden from the public, maintaining the illusion that they have control over the situation.
Cas, ever alert, watches one of the surviving guards dismount. There is something off about this man—his unsteady movements and the distinct scent of rot that lingers in the air. Cas immediately suspects something is wrong, and his instincts are on high alert.
Lieutenant Dolen Smyth, a Royal Guard officer with a high-pitched, nasally voice, interrupts Cas's observation. Smyth confronts Cas about his absence from roll call, even though Cas knows he was there. The Lieutenant's insistence on making an issue out of something trivial reveals his dislike and suspicion of Cas, something that has been apparent since Cas arrived. Despite Smyth's aggressive tone, Cas responds with calm, mocking him in a subtle but effective manner. The tension between the two is palpable, but Smyth doesn't escalate it, possibly because he recognizes that provoking Cas could be dangerous.
Cas is unconcerned with Smyth’s threats to report him to the Commander, as his focus remains on more pressing matters. The exchange reveals that Smyth, despite his arrogance, is observant and wary of Cas, and Cas sees him as more of a nuisance than a threat.
After Smyth leaves, Cas talks with Pence, who marvels at Cas’s nonchalance in dealing with the prickly Lieutenant. But Cas is more concerned about the guard he saw earlier, Jole Crain. Something about Crain’s behavior doesn’t sit right with Cas, and he asks Pence about Crain’s dorm location. It’s clear that Cas intends to investigate further.
The chapter ends with Cas's attention shifting to Castle Teerman, where the Maiden, the key to his mission, resides. She is safe for now, hidden behind stone walls and glass windows, but Cas is determined to reach her. His thoughts reflect his deep-seated need to act soon, hinting at the inevitable conflict that will arise as he moves closer to fulfilling his plan.
Chapter 4 : HE DIED WITH HIS DREAMS
Chapter 4 – He Died with His Dreams of A Soul of Blood and Ash opens with Cas making his way across the Citadel courtyard. The place shows signs of years of wear, with patches of grass struggling to survive from the constant trampling of guards in training. Cas reflects on how fortunate he is to train at Castle Teerman with the more experienced guards, using those opportunities not only for practice but to familiarize himself with the castle's layout, and occasionally catch glimpses of the Maiden.
Though she is a mystery to most, Cas has observed her from afar during these training sessions. She watches from castle alcoves, her white gown and veil sometimes visible. Cas has only caught sight of her sharp chin and berry-colored lips, leading him to speculate about her submissiveness. He assumes she must either be terrified or believes the lies fed to her by the Ascended, particularly since her brother had also Ascended. This makes her, in his eyes, just another pawn in the Blood Crown's grand deception.
As Cas enters the dormitory, his mind shifts from the Maiden to more immediate concerns. He is tired but not ready to sleep, knowing that it takes hours for his mind to quiet enough for rest. His thoughts turn to Kieran and the growing exploitation and mistreatment of Masadonia’s citizens. The people of Solis live under fear and oppression, a system of control that keeps them in line. The Ascended use this fear, and people like Kieran, who witness the abuses daily, are frustrated by their inability to intervene without drawing unwanted attention.
Cas’s destination is a room on the third floor, where the scent of rot becomes increasingly noticeable. He knows what awaits him—Jole Crain, the young guard who had returned injured from the recent Craven attack, is in the process of succumbing to the infection. The infection is turning him into one of the monsters he fought against, and Cas enters the room, ready to face the inevitable.
Jole sits on his bed, slumped forward and clearly struggling. The infection has already begun to rot his body, and his appearance is a grim reflection of what’s happening inside him. When Cas asks if Jole was bitten, the young man admits it. The wound, jagged and leaking dark, oily fluid, has already spread poison through his veins, marking his imminent transformation into a Craven.
Jole reveals that he had intended to take his own life with the bloodstone dagger beside him, but the infection prevents him from doing so. Cas listens as Jole confesses that he thought he had more time, that he wanted to turn himself in but couldn't bring himself to face the horrific public execution the Ascended would have subjected him to. Cas understands this, as the Ascended’s method of execution—burning the infected alive—is cruel beyond measure.
When Cas asks if Jole has any family, Jole explains that his parents died years ago from illness, and he has no siblings. The young guard speaks of a mysterious figure who could have helped him, the "child of the gods," a title used for the Maiden. Jole believes she could have granted him peace.
Cas, knowing what must be done, gently leads Jole into a peaceful state, asking him to focus on his favorite dream—riding horseback so fast it feels like flying. Jole, lost in the tranquility of this imagined freedom, smiles. In this final moment, Cas quickly snaps Jole’s neck, ensuring he dies instantly, without pain or fear, allowing him to leave this world with his dreams rather than the nightmare of transformation.
Chapter 5 : AN OMEN
Chapter 5 – An Omen opens with a brisk wind sweeping through the training yard at Castle Teerman, carrying with it the faint promise of winter. Cas (Hawke) is sparring with Vikter, the Maiden’s personal guard, though his attention is divided. He glances toward one of the shadowy alcoves where the Maiden, Penellaphe, watches the training as she does most mornings. Though she likely believes she remains unseen, Cas always notices her.
This morning is no different, and his eyes drift to the faint gleam of the golden chains securing her veil as she observes the yard from her hiding place. Cas takes a moment to reflect on her constant presence, how she never seems to be without a guard or Lady in Wait, particularly Rylan Keal or Vikter. He marvels at how suffocating it must be for her to always be watched, never alone. But he knows that soon, her life—and his—will change.
Despite his mind wandering, Cas's instincts remain sharp as he fends off Vikter’s attacks. But Vikter, ever perceptive, quickly senses that Cas’s focus isn’t entirely on the fight. He calls him out for his distraction, reminding Cas of the dangers Masadonia presents compared to the capital. Vikter’s sharpness isn’t lost on Cas, who realizes that the seasoned guard knows exactly where his attention has been diverted—to the Maiden.
A whistle signals the end of their training session, but tension lingers between the two men. Vikter delivers what he calls “sage advice,” warning Cas that in Masadonia, the slightest distraction could cost him dearly. His words, tinged with challenge, serve as a reminder that Vikter is an obstacle standing between Cas and his plans. Yet, Vikter’s warning seems layered with a deeper significance.
As Vikter steps closer, his tone becomes more pointed, showing no deference to Cas’s reputation or glowing recommendations from the capital. He doesn’t care about Cas’s accolades and makes it clear that a moment of arrogance or vengeance could lead to losing everything that matters. Vikter’s final words feel heavy with forewarning, stirring unease in Cas. The message is one Cas has already learned through his own experiences, but hearing it now, from Vikter, feels like an omen—an unshakable sense of looming consequence.
The chapter concludes with Vikter walking away, leaving Cas with a growing sense of foreboding. Though the immediate confrontation ends, Vikter’s words leave a lasting impression, hinting at the dangers to come and foreshadowing the complex entanglements that await Cas in his quest involving the Maiden.
Chapter 6 : PRESENT II
In PRESENT II, Cas (Hawke) reflects on his relationship with Vikter, Poppy’s former guard and mentor, as he sits by Poppy’s bedside, tending to her after the intense events that left her unconscious. He bathes her carefully, speaking softly to her, even though she’s unable to respond. His words are filled with affection and regret, providing a deep insight into his internal struggles and guilt over past actions.
Cas reminisces about how Vikter never liked him, even before Cas officially became Poppy’s guard. He recalls how Vikter’s dislike felt like an omen, almost as if the seasoned warrior could sense Cas's real motivations from the start. He wonders aloud whether Vikter’s connection to the Arae—the Fates—gave him a subconscious awareness of the events to come, particularly how Cas’s actions might impact Poppy. This thought lingers, especially since Cas blames his lack of focus and his desire for vengeance for Poppy getting hurt in the Wastelands.
Cas moves on to more personal fears, worrying that Poppy might forget important moments like their marriage or their journey together due to her current state. He also reflects on how his past actions, including the killings of those close to Poppy, such as Rylan and Hannes, were once mere casualties in his grand plan. Now, those decisions haunt him. If Vikter had been in Rylan’s place, Cas acknowledges that he likely wouldn’t have felt much remorse at the time. But knowing Poppy and loving her has changed him.
As he continues to care for her, Cas admits that his initial perceptions of Poppy were based on ignorance and prejudice. He thought of her as weak or a complicit pawn of the Ascended. It wasn’t until he truly met her that he began to understand how wrong he had been. Cas ends with a bittersweet realization: they were both about to meet new versions of each other, as his past self was driven by darker goals and motivations, while Poppy would soon surprise him by shattering all his preconceived notions.
The scene closes with Cas revealing that despite everything, Poppy’s strength and complexity have always surprised him, and their upcoming first real meeting would mark the beginning of a life-changing transformation for both.
Chapter 7 : WHO I WAS
In WHO I WAS, Cas (Hawke) reflects on the calculated and dangerous decisions he had to make in order to infiltrate the Maiden’s life and execute his plan to free his brother, Malik, from the Blood Crown’s clutches. The chapter opens with Cas meeting with Griffith Jansen, the Commander of the Royal Guard, discussing the impending death of one of the Maiden’s personal guards. Despite Jansen's discomfort, he acknowledges that this sacrifice is necessary for Cas to get close to Poppy, the Maiden, as part of his larger mission. The weight of their conversation centers on the moral line Cas must walk, balancing the necessary evil to avoid a far worse fate for his people and his own thirst for vengeance.
The meeting reveals several key insights into the intricacies of the plan. Cas explains the importance of gaining Poppy’s trust, highlighting that forcibly kidnapping her without first securing her cooperation would be disastrous. He also discusses how the upcoming Rite offers the perfect opportunity for his forces to strike while the Ascended are distracted, but it requires patience and precision.
Throughout the chapter, Cas wrestles with his morality. While he knows that eliminating the guards is part of the strategy, it’s not something he enjoys. There’s a growing sense of dread as he acknowledges the necessity of violence but still feels unease about the good men who will be caught in the crossfire. This internal conflict is sharpened by Kieran’s warnings about how Cas might be becoming what the Blood Crown portrays him as—the Dark One.
The chapter also touches on Cas’s growing interest in Poppy, who remains a mystery to him. Although his initial goal is simply to use her as leverage against the Ascended, there’s a subtle shift in how he views her—especially when Jansen mentions that she visits the night-blooming roses in the garden, a symbol tied to Atlantia. This revelation unsettles him, hinting that Poppy may be more connected to his world than he initially realized.
Kieran’s presence in the chapter serves as a reminder of Cas’s humanity. While Kieran expresses concern about the harm that might come to the Maiden, Cas remains resolute that any actions taken are necessary to free Malik and destroy the false King and Queen. He admits that he will use "any means necessary," underscoring the ruthless edge he’s developed during his quest.
The chapter concludes with Cas questioning whether he is truly any different from the monster the Ascended have portrayed him to be. His reflection on his growing list of kills reveals his desensitization to violence, yet he remains determined to see his mission through, even if it means embracing the darkness within himself.
Chapter 8 : THE ONLY WAY I KNEW HOW
In THE ONLY WAY I KNEW HOW, Cas (Hawke) grapples with his restless thoughts, haunted by the memories of his imprisonment and the guilt he feels over his brother Malik’s captivity. The chapter begins with him alone at the Red Pearl, a place where he typically seeks temporary distraction. Kieran briefly checks in on him before leaving, sensing Cas's inner turmoil. Left alone, Cas contemplates how meaningless his previous methods of escapism have become. The weight of his mission, his past, and the burden of freeing his brother increasingly bear down on him, rendering his usual coping mechanisms ineffective.
As he sits in solitude, Cas reflects on his past actions and the ongoing torture Malik endures because of him. His mind is plagued with guilt and frustration, as well as the ever-present anger toward the Blood Crown for what they’ve done to him and his family. He knows that freeing Malik is crucial, not only for his brother’s sake but also to prevent war between Atlantia and Solis.
Cas’s moment of introspection is interrupted when he hears someone enter his room without knocking—a breach of trust that immediately puts him on edge. He stealthily moves to the shadows, ready to confront the intruder. To his surprise, it’s a cloaked woman who appears familiar but doesn’t behave like the person he expects. She’s quiet, reserved, and her scent is different—sweet, like honeydew.
At first, Cas assumes the woman is Britta, a maid he’s been with before, but something feels off. As he interacts with her, her body language, scent, and demeanor all suggest she’s not who she claims to be. Intrigued, Cas draws her into a kiss, but as he deepens the embrace, he realizes she’s far more hesitant and inexperienced than Britta ever was.
Cas, unsettled by the unfamiliarity, pulls back and demands to know who she is. He pulls her hood down, revealing a face that shocks him to the core: it’s her—the Maiden, the Chosen, the Queen’s favorite.
This revelation shakes Cas, leaving him stunned as he recognizes the woman who has captivated his attention from afar. The chapter ends with Cas processing the realization that the very person he’s been scheming to kidnap is now in his arms, making the stakes of his mission far more personal than before.
Chapter 9 : THE MAIDEN AND THE RED PEARL
In THE MAIDEN AND THE RED PEARL, the tension between Hawke and Poppy continues to build as Hawke discovers the shocking truth: the Maiden herself, Poppy, is in his arms, wearing a disguise and visiting the infamous Red Pearl. The chapter is packed with curiosity, intrigue, and raw attraction as Hawke processes the gravity of who she is, even while suppressing the urge to act on his mission.
Hawke’s shock at discovering Poppy’s red hair and green eyes, which had always been hidden under the veil, adds to the mystique surrounding her. Their banter and teasing interactions break the tension, showcasing Poppy's feisty personality, which is contrary to the submissive image Hawke had of the Maiden.
Despite the heavy stakes—Hawke's mission to capture Poppy and use her as leverage against the Blood Crown—he is captivated by her innocence, courage, and the boldness of her being at the Red Pearl. The discovery of her hidden dagger only heightens his intrigue, revealing that she’s not as defenseless as he initially assumed.
When Kieran interrupts, reminding Hawke of their duties, Hawke reluctantly leaves, but not without promising to return. As he walks away, it's clear that his interest in Poppy goes far beyond his mission, and he's determined to see her again. In his mind, Poppy, the Maiden, will be his.
This chapter deepens the connection between Hawke and Poppy while adding complexity to his mission. The layers of attraction, curiosity, and conflict that play out in their interactions set the stage for a more intense relationship as they both navigate their roles in a world filled with deception and danger.
Chapter 10 : TOO BRIEF MOMENTS
In TOO BRIEF MOMENTS, we see Hawke (Casteel) grappling with the events of the Red Pearl and his surprising encounter with Poppy, the Maiden. He walks through Wisher's Grove with Kieran, who is pressing him for details. Hawke's internal conflict over the situation is palpable, reflecting both his mission-driven mindset and the unexpected emotions stirred by his encounter with Poppy.
Hawke and Kieran's conversation highlights their bond and trust, though Hawke is uncharacteristically secretive about what really happened between him and Poppy. Hawke’s reluctance to share all the details stems from a growing sense of respect and intrigue towards Poppy. He acknowledges her bravery and innocence, especially in her decision to visit the Red Pearl to experience life outside her controlled existence.
Kieran is shocked, especially given the dangers of Poppy sneaking out unguarded, and he questions Hawke's decision not to take advantage of the situation. Hawke, however, reasons that if he had taken her, it would have felt like a punishment for her small rebellion. This chapter sheds light on Hawke's evolving feelings towards Poppy, as he chooses to let her have this fleeting moment of freedom rather than immediately capturing her for his mission.
Chapter 11 : NECESSARY SUPPLIES
In NECESSARY SUPPLIES, we witness a different aspect of Casteel's leadership and relationships with his allies, while still carrying the tension of his mission and recent encounter with Poppy. The chapter highlights Casteel’s bond with Emil, a loyal Atlantian who can be both charming and dangerous. Despite his lighthearted personality, Emil is clearly a reliable and capable ally, evidenced by his trust in Casteel during the feeding, which serves as a necessary replenishment for Casteel’s strength.
The meeting, set in the eerie Wisher's Grove, unfolds with some light banter but quickly moves into strategic discussions. Casteel feeds on Emil, reminding the readers of his elemental nature as an Atlantian. The act of feeding, which could be intimate or purely functional, also hints at the trust and camaraderie between Casteel and his allies.
The conversation then shifts to the growing tensions in Atlantia and the looming war with the Blood Crown. Casteel expresses his desire to delay Alastir’s knowledge of his plans regarding Poppy, knowing that Alastir and even his father would want to use her to strike back at the Blood Crown in a more aggressive way. This emphasizes Casteel’s reluctance to harm Poppy, even though she represents a crucial part of his strategy.
Casteel's internal conflict continues as he returns to the Red Pearl, eager to reunite with Poppy. However, upon reaching the room, he finds it empty, with only the lingering scent of her presence remaining. His disappointment at her absence hints at his deepening emotional attachment, which is complicating his mission and desires. The chapter ends with Casteel realizing that, despite their brief but intense encounter, Poppy has already left, leaving him to face the reality of his mission and the difficult choices ahead.
Chapter 12 : HUNTED
In HUNTED, the tension continues to mount as Casteel, now highly concerned about Poppy's safety, tracks her after she leaves the Red Pearl. His concern, while practical, also carries deeper emotional undercurrents. He recognizes that she is not entirely helpless—her bloodstone dagger proves her capability—but he cannot help his instinct to protect her.
The chapter showcases Casteel's sharp instincts and the primal, predatory nature he shares with the Ascended, heightening the suspense as he moves through the shadows like a hunter. The forest, with its darkness and danger, becomes the perfect backdrop for the inevitable encounter between Casteel and another threat, an Ascended, who is also tracking Poppy. Casteel's frustration shifts into anger and bloodlust as he violently disposes of the Ascended, a moment that highlights both his brutality and his protective nature.
Casteel's internal conflict also emerges again. While he's deeply involved in the mission to use Poppy for his goals, he's undeniably drawn to her in a way that complicates his plans. His thoughts betray how much she affects him emotionally, but he's still careful not to reveal the full extent of that. Even after disposing of the Ascended in a violent, messy way, his focus shifts back to Poppy, his concern for her blending with the growing realization of how much she's getting under his skin.
The chapter ends on a somewhat chilling note, with Casteel, having dispatched the threat, casually walking back toward the Citadel, his feelings for Poppy tangled in both his mission and his desire to protect her. The contrast between his violence and the soft whistling as he leaves speaks to the complexity of his character—both a brutal killer and someone drawn to Poppy in ways he doesn’t yet fully understand.
Chapter 13 : HAUNTED
In HAUNTED, As he attempts to cleanse himself in a simple bath, his thoughts inevitably wander to the Maiden, but this physical longing soon transitions into a dark, reflective meditation on his past traumas.
Initially, the chapter delves into Casteel's simmering desire for Poppy, portraying his physical reaction to her memory. However, this fleeting moment of pleasure is quickly overtaken by guilt and confusion, as he grapples with the complexities of his feelings for her. Despite his growing attraction, he is acutely aware of the symbolic weight Poppy carries as the Maiden, and what her role represents in his fight against the Ascended.
The chapter takes a much darker turn as Casteel’s thoughts shift from desire to the trauma he endured during his captivity. His memories of being held by the Ascended, especially the Blood Queen, are vivid and raw, detailing the unspeakable tortures inflicted upon him. The physical and psychological abuse he endured—including the twisted manipulation of intimacy—has left deep scars on his psyche. Casteel’s recollection of Queen Ileana’s cruelty, her perverse enjoyment of his suffering, and the way she twisted his body and mind is harrowing, emphasizing how much of his identity was shattered during that time.
Casteel's reflections on his post-captivity years reveal how he attempted to regain control through reckless behaviors, using sex, pain, and substances to cope with his internal chaos. His struggle to reclaim his autonomy over his body and desires is central here, highlighting the battle between his need for control and the emotional emptiness that lingers.
The chapter ends on a deeply poignant note, illustrating how haunted Casteel remains by his past. Despite his efforts to reclaim his life and identity, the darkness of his memories still clings to him, leaving him feeling hollow and distant from any lasting sense of peace or fulfillment. His journey, while focused on freeing his brother Malik, is also about rediscovering who he truly is—beyond the pain, beyond the control, and beyond the person the Ascended tried to destroy.
This chapter paints Casteel as a deeply complex and damaged character, whose strength is tempered by vulnerability. His past continues to haunt him, making it difficult for him to fully engage with the present, despite his growing feelings for Poppy. The stark contrast between his external confidence and internal torment creates a character rich with layers of emotion and conflict.
Chapter 14 : PRESENT III
In PRESENT III, we delve deeper into Casteel’s vulnerabilities and the aftermath of his past traumas. As he holds Poppy in his arms, his love and fear for her are palpable, and the chapter takes on an intimate and confessional tone as Casteel reveals painful truths about his coping mechanisms.
Casteel’s reveals the depths of his emotional suffering after his capture and his internal conflict in processing his experiences. He admits to feeling overwhelmed by guilt, anger, and relief—a potent mix of emotions that left him seeking out any form of escape, whether through sex, drugs, or, more disturbingly, self-harm. His revelation about using physical pain to silence the chaos in his mind adds another layer to his psychological scars, showing how deeply affected he remains by the torture and violence he endured.
As Casteel talks to Poppy, even though she is in a deep sleep, his need to confess to her is clear. He believes that expressing his pain and vulnerabilities will bring him closer to healing. By admitting that Kieran was the only one who knew about his self-harm due to their bond, Casteel highlights the importance of his bond with Kieran, and how his pain had unintentionally affected his closest companion.
Kieran's presence in the room is significant. His quiet understanding and support provide a sense of stability for Casteel, showing how much Casteel relies on his bond with Kieran, not only as a friend but as someone who has helped him weather the darkest moments of his life. The quiet exchange between them about Shea reveals that there are still secrets and unresolved truths about Casteel's past that Poppy does not yet know, adding anticipation for future confrontations and revelations.
There’s a sense of calm as Casteel reflects on the events since the Red Pearl, but the undercurrent of guilt and the weight of his past actions still linger. His thoughts turn to the violence and sacrifices that have followed, acknowledging the innocent lives lost and the difficult choices he had to make in pursuit of his mission. The memory of the Maiden—Poppy—and her bravery gives him something to hold onto, a light amidst the darkness of his past.
The chapter is a deeply introspective one, showing Casteel’s struggle to reconcile who he is with who he was, and how Poppy, even in her vulnerable state, is central to his journey of healing. This exploration of his inner turmoil and his relationships with both Poppy and Kieran provides emotional depth and complexity to his character, while also hinting at the difficult road ahead.
Chapter 15 : EMPTY GARDEN
In EMPTY GARDEN, Casteel's tension and impatience grow as he waits for the Maiden, who has failed to appear in the garden. His frustration turns into concern as he contemplates whether she has been caught sneaking back into the castle, a fear that seems unfounded since his informant, Commander Jansen, hasn't mentioned any trouble. Still, the absence of the Maiden is a mystery to him.
While observing the castle grounds, Casteel overhears a conversation between Commander Jansen, Duchess Jacinda Teerman, and Lord Mazeen regarding a recent murder. The victim, a woman named Malessa Axton, was found with her blood drained and her neck broken—clear signs of an Ascended attack. The Ascended try to pin the murder on Descenters, but Casteel knows the truth. This event deepens his disgust and anger toward the Ascended, who manipulate the mortal population by blaming their atrocities on others.
Casteel's keen senses pick up something troubling—Lord Mazeen carries the scent of the Maiden, raising questions about his proximity to her. Casteel’s growing attachment to the Maiden makes this discovery even more disturbing, and though he tries to probe Britta for more information about Lord Mazeen, she offers little except her own cautionary avoidance of the Lord, who she hints has a reputation for inappropriate behavior.
Casteel's reflection on the Ascended’s actions, the unexplained scent of the Maiden on Lord Mazeen, and his disinterest in returning to the Red Pearl for casual company all point to his deepening focus on the Maiden. His possessiveness and concern grow, while his plan to get closer to her is constantly delayed by these unexpected events. The chapter builds tension around the Ascended’s deceptive nature, highlighting Casteel’s internal struggle between his mission and his evolving feelings for the Maiden.
Chapter 16 : IT IS DONE
Casteel’s emotions are complex here. His rage stems not only from Jericho’s failure to follow orders but also from the deeper, personal disgust Casteel feels about the treatment of women, rooted in the horrific experiences he endured while imprisoned by the Ascended. His anger is further intensified by the fact that he had explicitly ordered that Poppy not be harmed.
As Casteel moves toward the Three Jackals, a violent gambling den, to find Jericho, he’s intercepted by Kieran. Kieran acts as the voice of reason, trying to prevent Casteel from killing Jericho. He acknowledges Casteel's fury but reminds him of the broader political and social implications. If Casteel, as the Prince of Atlantia, murders Jericho in a fit of rage, it could have serious repercussions within the ranks of those who are already risking their lives for his cause. Kieran wisely points out that Jericho, despite his disobedience, acted based on Casteel’s larger plans and that killing him could fracture the loyalty of others.
Kieran's understanding of Casteel's true motivations—his personal trauma and disgust toward violence against women—helps Casteel regain control over his emotions. Kieran knows the dark history Casteel carries, the lives he was forced to take while under the Ascended's control, and he gently reminds Casteel that this isn't just about Jericho’s actions but also about the trauma Casteel is reliving.
In the end, Casteel concedes, realizing that killing Jericho, though momentarily satisfying, would only create more problems. Kieran’s calming influence helps Casteel to step back from the brink of a reckless decision, solidifying the bond of trust and loyalty between the two of them.
This chapter emphasizes Casteel’s struggle to balance his deep, personal emotions with the responsibility of leadership, showing how his internal conflicts often run at odds with his role as a prince. It also highlights how Kieran remains one of the few people who can truly anchor Casteel, guiding him through moments where his past threatens to consume him.
Chapter 17 : HE EARNED IT
When Casteel and Kieran enter the gambling den, Jericho, who is wounded from Poppy’s defense, admits his mistake. However, Casteel’s wrath remains palpable. He manipulates the conversation, playing on Jericho’s relief by offering him a drink and seeming to accept his apology. But as Jericho reaches for the glass, Casteel swiftly cuts off his left hand, sending a message to everyone in the room: disobedience and harming the Maiden will not be tolerated.
Kieran, ever the voice of reason, watches the punishment unfold but knows that Casteel’s retribution, though brutal, could have been much worse. Casteel sends Jericho away from the city, a final warning to keep him out of further trouble.
The most striking moment of reflection comes when Kieran questions how Poppy came to possess a bloodstone dagger crafted with wolven bone, marveling at her courage and skill in wielding it. Casteel shares in Kieran’s admiration, admitting that they’ve likely underestimated Poppy. Despite her role as the Maiden, she is far more resourceful and formidable than they initially thought.
This chapter highlights Casteel’s control over his violent instincts, as he stops short of killing Jericho but still metes out harsh justice. It also reveals the growing recognition of Poppy’s unexpected strength and courage, suggesting that she is more than just a passive symbol in the battle against the Ascended. Casteel’s respect for her is deepening, and he acknowledges that she is far more capable than anyone—including himself—gave her credit for.
Chapter 18 : A GOOD MAN
In A Good Man, Casteel grapples with the internal conflict between his role in the death of Rylan Keal, a guard he ordered killed, and the respect he feels Keal deserved. The scene takes place during Keal's funeral rites, which bear similarities to the death rituals in Casteel’s homeland of Atlantia, though the lack of Crown representation from the Ascended underscores the indifference of the ruling class in Solis.
Unexpectedly, Poppy—the Maiden—appears at the funeral, accompanied by Vikter, her ever-loyal guard. Her presence shocks Casteel and the other guards, as the Maiden is never seen at public events, particularly without the Duke or Duchess present. Despite the overwhelming attention her appearance garners, Poppy remains discreet and respectful, standing among the guards rather than in the front where she could have easily drawn more attention. Her quiet demeanor shows a depth of character, revealing that she is not seeking to make this moment about herself but is there to honor Keal.
Casteel, initially irritated by the hypocrisy of feeling guilty about Keal’s death—having ordered it himself—finds himself even more unsettled by Poppy’s unexpected presence. The anger he feels at Jericho for striking her resurfaces when he sees the faint bruise at the corner of her mouth. Despite knowing that his actions indirectly led to her being harmed, Casteel experiences a surge of protective rage, further complicating his feelings toward her.
As Vikter hesitates to leave Poppy unprotected to perform the funeral rites, Casteel steps in, declaring that he will guard her. This action deepens his involvement with Poppy and signals a shift in his perception of her. While he initially viewed her as a symbol of the Ascended, someone who could serve his plans, he begins to realize that there is more to her than meets the eye. Her quiet defiance, her unexpected respect for the guards, and her capability in wielding a wolven-bone dagger are just a few signs that Poppy is not the sheltered, obedient Maiden everyone believes her to be.
Casteel, who is already struggling with the weight of his actions and the lies he must tell to maintain his cover, feels a pang of guilt and responsibility for Poppy’s injury. He reassures her that such harm will never befall her again, though he knows the complexity of his situation makes that promise difficult to keep.
This chapter highlights Casteel’s growing internal conflict. He is torn between his mission to overthrow the Ascended, his anger at those who would harm Poppy, and his burgeoning recognition of her strength and individuality. His actions and thoughts suggest that while he may have begun this journey with a clear plan, Poppy’s presence is beginning to complicate things in ways he did not anticipate.
Chapter 19 : WHAT WAS NECESSARY
In What Was Necessary, Casteel, along with Kieran, encounters a horrific scene inside a tenement building in the warehouse district—a place filled with the stench of death, despite attempts to mask it with sandalwood incense. They are summoned by Lev, a mortal Descenter, to witness something he struggles to even describe. Upon entering the building, they find Werner Argus, a man who had turned Craven, lying dead on the floor. Lev explains that Werner was an ordinary sweeper who had never left the city, indicating that he had been fed on and left to turn by the vamprys—an occurrence becoming more common and more reckless among the Ascended.
However, the true horror lies in the back room, where they discover Werner’s wife dead on the floor and, shockingly, the couple's infant daughter in a bassinet, half-turned into a Craven herself. The child, less than a year old, displays the telltale signs of the transformation: blood-red eyes, sharp claws, and small fanged teeth. The realization that the vamprys had fed on and left an innocent baby to turn into a Craven horrifies Casteel and Kieran, further igniting their fury at the Ascended’s cruelty.
This scene deepens the already horrific nature of the Ascended's actions, highlighting the depths of their depravity. Casteel, already driven by a mission to free his brother and take down the Ascended, is reminded once again of the evil he is fighting. The encounter with the baby Craven not only fuels his anger but also forces him to take necessary action, even if that means killing the turned child to prevent further horror.
The scene is a turning point for Casteel, reinforcing his resolve to destroy the Ascended and end the atrocities they commit. It also raises questions about the Maiden’s knowledge of such horrors, though Casteel concludes that, regardless of whether she knows, he must continue to do what is necessary to stop the Ascended's reign of terror.
This chapter portrays Casteel’s growing anger and determination, as well as the emotional and moral weight he carries in fighting this war, where doing what is necessary often comes at the cost of his own sense of humanity.
Chapter 20 : MEETING WITH THE DUKE
In A Good Man, Casteel faces off with Duke Dorian Teerman, a cold and calculating Ascended, in a chamber draped in opulent but lifeless mahogany. As Teerman assesses Casteel for the role of the Maiden’s personal guard, there’s an underlying tension between them—the kind that only two predators can recognize in each other. The scene is charged with veiled threats, half-truths, and a sense of danger as both men size each other up.
Teerman, with his pale, lifeless appearance and obsession with control, tries to assert his dominance, but Casteel remains calm and assertive. He challenges the Duke’s beliefs about fearlessness in battle, emphasizing the importance of fearing failure. This disagreement is a bold move, but Casteel carefully maneuvers the conversation, speaking with deference when needed but asserting his perspective when it matters most.
The Duke’s remarks reveal how little he knows about his own people and those around him—calling Rylan Keal by the wrong name and dismissing the guards as expendable pawns in his grand scheme. His focus is solely on the Maiden as a tool, a symbol for the Ascended’s power, and his detachment is unsettling, especially as he carelessly discusses the dangers she faces from the Dark One and Descenters.
Casteel’s calm, confident demeanor hides his true feelings about the Duke and the Ascended. His comments about the Maiden, stating she’s merely a job, conceal the growing complexity of his relationship with her, a relationship that the Duke, in his arrogance, grossly underestimates. Teerman’s confidence that the Maiden’s innocence would charm Casteel reveals his lack of understanding of both individuals.
The Duke’s parting threat is chilling. If Casteel fails to protect the Maiden, he would be flayed alive for all to witness. It’s a final, gruesome reminder of the stakes and the cruelty of the Ascended. But Casteel, unfazed, knows that this interaction is just another step in his larger plan to overthrow the Ascended and liberate his people.
This chapter highlights Casteel’s skill in navigating dangerous conversations with those in power, his ability to keep his true motives hidden, and the razor’s edge he walks in his mission to take down the Ascended. The tension between him and Teerman underscores the looming conflict, with each party underestimating the other in different ways.
Chapter 21 : NATURAL ORDER OF THINGS
In Natural Order of Things, Casteel attends a Council session where he witnesses the cruel and heart-wrenching reality of the Ascended's system. The scene begins with Casteel reflecting on the painted gods on the ceiling of the Great Hall, noting that one of them, Perus, the God of Rites and Prosperity, is a fabrication of the Ascended to justify their Rites. Casteel's thoughts reveal his deep resentment toward the Ascended’s appropriation of Atlantian culture, from using their gods to modeling their symbols.
As the session unfolds, the Duke and Duchess of Teerman make their entrance, and Casteel’s attention shifts to the Maiden. Despite the oppressive atmosphere, Casteel is drawn to her movements, noticing her discomfort as she stands beside the dais. This discomfort grows as a grieving couple, the Tulises, step forward, asking for mercy regarding their newborn son, Tobias, their third child. The couple’s first two sons were lost to sickness, a veiled reference to the vampiric feeding that Casteel is all too aware of. The scene is charged with the raw emotion of the parents begging for the chance to keep their last surviving child, only to be coldly denied by the Duke and Duchess, who insist that it is "the natural order of things" for third sons and daughters to be offered to the gods.
Casteel’s anger rises steadily throughout the session, and his inner turmoil is palpable as he watches the Tulises' pleas fall on deaf ears. The tension peaks when Mrs. Tulis breaks down in tears, and Mr. Tulis drops to his knees, begging for their child’s life. Casteel’s outrage is barely contained as he fights the urge to act recklessly and slaughter the Ascended then and there. The Maiden’s visible discomfort at the scene hints at her own growing awareness of the harsh reality of the Ascended's rule, though she remains silent, bound by her role.
The chapter highlights the brutal and indifferent nature of the Ascended, who view children not as gifts from the gods but as offerings to them. Casteel’s growing resolve to protect the Tulis family from becoming another victim of the Ascended reflects his evolving sense of purpose. This moment is significant, as it marks a shift in Casteel’s motivation—not just a desire to overthrow the Ascended for the sake of his people, but also a personal determination to save the innocent from their cruelty.
The chapter paints a vivid picture of the Ascended's inhumanity and the toll their system takes on mortals, while also showcasing Casteel’s internal struggle and his emerging connection to the Maiden, who, like him, is caught in a system she may not fully understand or agree with.
Chapter 22 : THE MAIDEN UNVEILED
In The Maiden Unveiled, Hawke is officially appointed as Penellaphe’s personal guard, and the dynamics between the Duke, Duchess, and Penellaphe are revealed in a powerful and emotionally charged scene.
The chapter begins with Hawke’s increasing satisfaction as he secures his position, though he remains wary of those watching him closely, particularly Smyth. Commander Jansen informs Hawke that the Duke has approved his appointment, though with some reservations. As they walk through the castle, Hawke reflects on the risks taken to help the Tulis family escape and how their lives will remain intact.
Once in the meeting room, the atmosphere shifts. The Duke and Duchess make small talk, but there’s a lurking sense of something off, particularly in the Duke’s eager behavior. When Penellaphe arrives, she is visibly shocked and hesitant. The tension builds as the Duke orders her to unveil herself—a task that clearly causes Penellaphe great discomfort.
As Penellaphe reveals her face, Hawke is struck by her beauty, but more so by the scars she bears, left by a Craven attack. He recognizes the strength it must have taken for her to survive such an ordeal, but also sees the emotional toll it has taken on her, especially in a society where physical perfection is so highly valued.
The Duke, in a cruel and unnecessary comment, calls one side of her face a masterpiece and the other a nightmare, an attempt to humiliate her in front of everyone. The Duchess tries to soften the blow, calling the scars a "bad memory," but the damage has been done. The Duke’s remarks fuel Hawke’s barely contained rage, as he imagines all the ways he could harm the Duke for his cruelty.
In a powerful moment of defiance and solidarity, Hawke steps forward and, looking Penellaphe directly in the eyes, declares that both sides of her face are beautiful. He recites his vow of protection, saying, “With my sword and with my life, I vow to keep you safe, Penellaphe. From this moment until the last moment, I am yours.” By speaking her name and acknowledging her as a person rather than an object or title, Hawke attempts to give her a sense of dignity and respect that the Duke sought to strip away.
This scene highlights the cruelty of the Ascended, particularly the Duke, and contrasts it with Hawke’s growing connection to Penellaphe. His genuine admiration for her strength and beauty, both inside and out, begins to deepen the bond between them. It also underscores the emotional and psychological weight Penellaphe carries, living in a world where her scars are seen as flaws, and where she must constantly hide behind a veil to meet the expectations of her role.
Hawke’s pledge marks a turning point, not only in his role as her protector but also in the complex emotional dynamics developing between them. His vow is not just a formal promise; it is a statement of his intent to see Penellaphe as more than just "the Maiden," a symbol, or a tool of the Ascended.
Chapter 23 : POPPY
In Poppy, the transition into Hawke’s new role as Penellaphe's personal guard takes an interesting turn as he quickly finds himself thrust into the role and directly interacting with her. The dynamics between the characters are highlighted, especially as Hawke grapples with his awareness of Penellaphe's true identity from their shared encounter at the Red Pearl.
The chapter begins with Hawke joining Vikter, Penellaphe, and Tawny as they navigate the castle, with Penellaphe acting distant and troubled after the earlier unveiling ceremony. Hawke picks up on her discomfort but also notices how those they pass react to her presence—not as a person, but as "the Maiden," a symbol of divine selection. This observation deepens Hawke’s realization that Penellaphe lives under the constant weight of expectation, much like he has experienced in his own life.
Once they reach her chambers, Penellaphe retreats inside with Tawny, and Hawke remains outside on guard. Here, he overhears a conversation between the two women, thanks to his heightened senses, and we get insight into Penellaphe’s thoughts about Hawke, their kiss, and her worries. Penellaphe is clearly anxious about her new personal guard being the same man she kissed at the Red Pearl. She confides in Tawny, who brings a light-hearted and supportive tone, clearly enjoying the drama of the situation while being a loyal friend.
Penellaphe is caught between conflicting feelings: her nervousness about Hawke possibly recognizing her and her lingering excitement from their kiss. She downplays her attractiveness, doubting Hawke’s intentions, suspecting he might use their encounter to gain favor with the Duke. Yet, Tawny dismisses this and insists that Hawke’s attraction to her was genuine. This conversation reveals Penellaphe’s vulnerability and self-doubt, juxtaposed with Tawny’s playful optimism, suggesting Penellaphe is not used to feeling desired or seen as an individual.
Hawke, for his part, is amused and intrigued by what he hears, especially as Penellaphe wrestles with her thoughts about their kiss. He enjoys the banter between the two women but also feels conflicted—he is there to protect her, yet his own attraction to her is undeniable.
The chapter ends with Tawny predicting that things will get "more exciting" now that Hawke is her guard, which brings a knowing smile to Hawke's face. There is an underlying sense of anticipation, both for Hawke and Penellaphe, as their paths become more intertwined.
This chapter deepens the emotional complexity between Hawke and Penellaphe, revealing her inner turmoil and his growing interest in her. It also sets the stage for more intense developments in their relationship as they navigate their attraction amidst the dangerous world of court politics and Penellaphe’s role as the Maiden.
In Arrogant and Cocky, Hawke’s dynamic with Vikter takes center stage as they navigate their new working relationship, guarding Penellaphe. This chapter emphasizes the tension between the two men, each trying to establish dominance while acknowledging their shared duty. Vikter, a seasoned and protective Royal Guard, is wary of Hawke’s arrogance and quick rise to prominence, but he also senses something off about him.
The scene opens with Vikter begrudgingly handing over the Royal Guard mantle to Hawke, making it clear that he doesn’t trust or approve of him. Their banter reveals Hawke’s cocky attitude, with remarks like being "wickedly handsome," but underneath the bravado is a sharp understanding of what Vikter’s concerns are. Hawke recognizes that Vikter is an obstacle, not just in his duty to protect Penellaphe but in Hawke’s hidden agenda. Vikter’s protectiveness goes beyond that of a normal guard, which Hawke respects, but it also complicates his plans.
The chapter provides significant insight into Penellaphe's restricted life, as Vikter outlines the Maiden's daily routines and restrictions. Hawke's shock at her limited freedom underscores how controlled her existence is, a realization that deepens his understanding of the loneliness she must feel. This builds on Hawke's growing empathy for her, making his mission more complicated as his feelings for her deepen.
Hawke’s use of Penellaphe’s real name during the vow in the previous chapter is questioned by Vikter, showing how unusual and personal it was for him to address her as a person rather than "the Maiden." Hawke's explanation—that he wanted her to know that someone saw her—shows his awareness of her isolation and his desire to connect with her on a human level, which adds complexity to his character.
Despite the growing respect between Hawke and Vikter, there’s a looming sense of inevitability: if Hawke is to fulfill his true mission, Vikter will likely have to die. This creates a tension that hangs over their interactions, as Hawke begins to recognize the moral and emotional challenges he’ll face in achieving his goals.
Overall, the chapter blends humor, tension, and deeper reflections on Penellaphe’s life and Hawke’s internal conflict, setting the stage for the evolving dynamics between these characters.
In Made a New Friend, the chapter dives deeper into Casteel's dual life and the tension between his mission and his past trauma. The chapter opens with Casteel retrieving a secret message hidden in the blacksmith’s shop, highlighting his web of supporters and spies. The cryptic message—I’ve made a new friend—hints at an ally, setting the tone for the covert operations that shape his actions.
As Casteel navigates the streets of the Lower Ward, his observations about the poverty and suffering under the Blood Crown reveal his growing frustration with the oppressive rule. His compassion for the two children he encounters shows a different side of him—a man hardened by war and loss but still capable of empathy.
The main part of the chapter occurs in the cold, grim setting of an underground ice cellar, where Casteel and Kieran interrogate Lord Hale Devries, an Ascended connected to the Blood Crown. The dynamic between Casteel and Kieran is one of shared responsibility, with Kieran often acting as a grounding force for Casteel’s darker impulses. Their banter during the interrogation showcases their camaraderie, but it also masks the brutality of the situation. Casteel’s dark humor is evident, but there’s a simmering rage beneath his actions, particularly when Devries mocks and resists their questioning.
The interrogation scene escalates as Lord Devries refuses to provide information about Prince Malik's whereabouts. The tension builds as Casteel’s anger grows, leading to a violent series of actions that break Devries physically but not mentally. The scene takes a sharp turn when Devries reveals his knowledge of Casteel’s past imprisonment, taunting him with memories of his suffering and captivity.
Casteel’s trauma from his time in the capital resurfaces, revealing the depth of the pain he carries. Kieran's intervention, though brief, underscores their bond as Kieran pulls Casteel back from the brink of losing control. The chapter ends with a haunting sense of unresolved trauma, as Casteel acknowledges that, no matter how much time has passed or how many victories he claims, the scars of his captivity will never fully heal.
This chapter emphasizes Casteel’s complexity—his willingness to commit violence for his cause, his empathy for the innocent, and the deep-seated pain that drives him. It also highlights the stakes of his mission, as he continues to search for answers about Malik while battling his own demons.
In Present IV, Casteel reflects deeply on the haunting events of his past, particularly the moment when Lord Devries reminded him of his time in captivity. The scene is quiet, intimate, with Casteel lying beside Poppy, their bodies close but their thoughts distant as he wrestles with painful memories. His physical connection with Poppy—holding her hands, tracing the scars on her face—provides comfort and grounding, but the weight of his recollections is heavy.
Casteel’s admission of blocking out faces and moments from his imprisonment reveals the depth of his trauma, especially the shame and guilt that still plague him. The fact that he couldn't remember Devries' face or what he witnessed during his captivity gnaws at him, making him question how much of his suffering he’s unknowingly buried. The uncertainty of whether Devries had been present during the worst of his captivity adds another layer to Casteel’s emotional turmoil.
He transitions from discussing his own pain to acknowledging Malik’s captivity under the Blood Queen. Even though Malik’s chains weren’t physical, they were just as binding—chains of love, represented by Millicent, his heartmate. Casteel’s internal conflict about Malik is complex. On one hand, he understands why Malik may have made the choices he did to keep his heartmate safe; on the other, he struggles with forgiving him for what his actions caused Poppy to endure.
The scars Poppy bears—both physical and emotional—are a constant reminder of Malik’s role in her suffering, which makes it difficult for Casteel to move past the betrayal. Yet, there’s an undeniable love and loyalty to his brother, and Casteel acknowledges that he wants to forgive him but isn't ready yet. He needs more time, more understanding, and most importantly, a confrontation with Malik to make sense of everything.
The chapter ends on a bittersweet note as Casteel recalls the early days of guarding Poppy, particularly when she first spoke to him after being in the atrium. The smile that briefly touches his lips fades as darker memories surface, including the Duke’s cruelty and the nightmares that followed. These memories remind him of how far they’ve come and the scars that still linger in their lives.
This scene encapsulates the emotional complexity of Casteel’s journey—balancing his love for Poppy, his unresolved trauma, and the tangled feelings surrounding his brother and their shared past.
In The Maiden Speaks, the narrative shifts to a moment of deeper interaction between Hawke and Poppy, signaling a subtle change in their dynamic. Hawke, ever observant, is fully aware of the Maiden’s reluctance to speak around him, and his teasing, playful demeanor reveals his attempts to coax her into conversation. He’s persistent, and though Poppy remains mostly silent, her body language betrays her discomfort and hesitation.
Tawny’s presence brings a much-needed ease to the tension, her lively chatter offering a contrast to the Maiden’s quiet demeanor. However, the entry of the two Ladies in Wait, Loren and Dafina, turns the scene into a slightly humorous yet tense social encounter. Their flirtations with Hawke, combined with their morbid curiosity about the Dark One and rebellion, show how rumors about Prince Casteel have permeated their world. Poppy’s reaction to their thoughtless remarks is striking—she finally speaks up, her voice cutting through the otherwise light-hearted conversation, revealing her deeper emotions and disapproval of their cavalier attitudes toward rebellion and death.
Hawke’s interest is piqued when Poppy, whom he internally refers to as "Poppy" more frequently, stands up for the serious nature of the situation. Her quiet strength, evident in the way she addresses the Ladies in Wait, contrasts sharply with her earlier reticence, making it clear that she possesses a strong sense of justice and empathy beneath her veil of silence.
The conversation shifts as the Duke summons Poppy to his office, and the atmosphere becomes ominous. Hawke's growing concern for her is evident, especially as he notices how both she and Tawny react to the summons. His playful teasing fades as he senses something is wrong. Despite his role as her guard, he feels powerless as he waits outside, the instinct to protect her battling with the unknown horrors behind the Duke’s closed doors.
This chapter deepens the reader’s understanding of both Poppy and Hawke’s characters. Poppy’s resilience and quiet defiance begin to shine through, while Hawke’s protectiveness and concern for her safety grow, even as he struggles with the boundaries of his role as her guard. The interaction between the two is layered with unspoken tension, as they each navigate their complicated roles—Poppy, as the Chosen, and Hawke, as someone hiding his true identity and intentions.
The ending, with Hawke reluctantly leaving Poppy, reinforces the underlying conflict he feels. He’s torn between the duty he must perform and the unsettling feeling that something is terribly wrong within the walls of Castle Teerman.
In A Twisted Irony of Sorts, the tension between Hawke’s personal mission and his growing connection with Poppy deepens. His frustration at the mysterious meeting between the Duke and the Maiden builds, and despite the changes in his schedule and delays in his plans, he can’t help but focus on the Maiden. His irritation, at first, seems to stem from the necessity of gaining her trust for his own ends, but as the chapter progresses, it’s clear that something more personal is creeping into his thoughts.
The scene in her bedchamber is both tender and eerie. Hawke watches her, first out of caution, ensuring that no real harm has befallen her, but then he lingers, fascinated by the Maiden’s struggle against her nightmares. The vulnerability she displays as she curls into herself, fighting off her fears, touches something in him. It mirrors his own struggles with nightmares and trauma. This shared, unspoken understanding between them—though she is unaware of his presence—creates a moment of connection that goes beyond his calculated mission.
The irony that both of them are haunted by the same people—the Ascended—who have marked them in different ways is not lost on Hawke. Despite their vastly different roles, they are both victims of a greater system of control. His gesture of pulling the blanket over her shoulders, small though it may be, shows a protective instinct that goes beyond his duty as her guard. It's not just about gaining her trust anymore; there’s a growing sense of responsibility and empathy.
This chapter adds another layer to Hawke’s complex feelings toward Poppy. What started as a mission driven by necessity is slowly becoming more personal. The chapter title, A Twisted Irony of Sorts, captures the paradox of his situation: he’s there to manipulate her trust, yet he’s the one starting to care more than he intended.
In Present V, Hawke reflects on the deep connection that has grown between him and Poppy, tracing it back to key moments where his perception of her began to change. As Poppy sleeps in a state of stasis, Hawke keeps a vigil over her, speaking aloud in a mixture of affection and regret. He admits to being in her bedchamber more than once while she slept, a confession tinged with both humor and tenderness. His worry for her in the present is palpable, but his belief in her strength keeps him grounded.
Hawke acknowledges that although Vikter tried to protect Poppy, he hadn’t done enough, though he spares her from hearing this criticism. Instead, he focuses on her resilience, reminiscing about moments when she defied his expectations. The incident at the Red Pearl is a significant turning point for him, where Poppy's ability to wield a dagger challenged his assumptions about her. However, it’s during the Craven attack on the Rise that his entire view of her shifts—she stops being just the Maiden and starts becoming Poppy, a person in her own right, brave and capable beyond what he had imagined.
Hawke’s reflections reveal his growing respect and admiration for Poppy, highlighting that their relationship has evolved far beyond mere duty or attraction. His concern for her well-being is deeply personal, and his desire for her to recognize him, and herself, underscores the intimacy they've developed. This chapter marks a significant moment of introspection for Hawke, as he openly acknowledges how much she has changed him.
In The Monster in Me, we see Hawke (or Prince Casteel) grappling with his darker, primal instincts, particularly in the midst of the chaos on the Rise. The tension begins with the eerie mist, signaling the arrival of a Craven horde, filling the air with the stench of death and fear. As the Craven pour out of the mist, Hawke revels in the brutal fight, allowing his violent side to take over. It becomes an outlet for the frustration and anger building up inside him from the pressures he’s facing—the Maiden’s mysterious behavior, his own nightmares, and the burden of his mission to free Malik.
The battle itself offers a chance to unleash the monster within, as Hawke fights with lethal efficiency. His brutal, almost effortless way of dispatching the Craven reveals the depth of his combat skill and the savage part of his nature he often keeps in check. Yet, even in the heat of battle, his thoughts stray to the Maiden, showing how much she weighs on his mind. The fight is just a temporary distraction from his real focus: ensuring her safety.
The moment with Vikter adds a layer of internal conflict for Hawke. He could easily eliminate Vikter to further his plans, but something holds him back. It’s a telling moment that highlights his complex feelings. Although ruthless when necessary, Hawke doesn’t strike Vikter, possibly because of an emerging respect or because killing him might weigh too heavily on his conscience.
However, it’s the twist at the end that brings the Maiden back into Hawke’s thoughts. When he finds her on the Rise, firing arrows into the oncoming Craven, it’s a moment of shock and admiration. Poppy’s unexpected appearance and bravery further deepen Hawke’s fascination with her. She’s defying the rules, and in doing so, she’s proving, once again, that she’s not the sheltered Maiden he initially thought. This twist sets the stage for more conflict and bonding between them, as Hawke realizes just how much more complex Poppy is than he had imagined.
In You’re an Absolutely Stunning, Murderous Little Creature, the dynamic between Hawke (Casteel) and Poppy intensifies as they engage in a thrilling game of cat and mouse on the Rise. The scene begins with Hawke’s shock and admiration when he realizes that the cloaked archer who nearly shoots him is none other than Poppy, the Maiden. What follows is a blend of tension, flirtation, and battle of wills that showcases Poppy’s strength and Hawke’s fascination with her boldness.
Hawke, usually in control, finds himself both surprised and enthralled by Poppy’s defiance and combat skills. Poppy, refusing to be passive, attempts to evade him and even attacks him with her wolven-bone dagger, showcasing her resourcefulness and bravery. Throughout the encounter, Hawke’s amusement grows into something deeper—respect mixed with desire. Her audacity to stand her ground and even wound him (though minimally) makes her even more appealing to him, igniting a raw, primal attraction.
As they struggle—physically and verbally—Hawke’s teasing and flirtation reveal his growing respect for Poppy’s capabilities. He is captivated not just by her beauty but by her fierceness, her refusal to be the passive Maiden everyone expects her to be. Meanwhile, Poppy’s responses show her irritation and frustration with Hawke’s relentless teasing, though her own attraction to him is undeniable. The tension between them simmers, fueled by the danger of the situation and their undeniable chemistry.
The scene ends with Hawke’s decision to let Poppy go, for now, but not before making it clear that their encounter is far from over. He’s intrigued by her in ways he hasn’t been with anyone else, and he’s determined to dig deeper into who she really is, even as he continues to play his role as her guard.
This encounter not only highlights Poppy’s growing independence and Hawke’s fascination with her but also sets the stage for further revelations and conflicts between them, as they each continue to struggle with their roles and the secrets they keep. The chemistry between them is palpable, and this moment solidifies the connection that has been building since their first meeting.
Chapter 32 : THAT DRESS WILL BE THE DEATH OF ME
In That Dress Will Be the Death of Me, the tension between Casteel (Hawke) and Poppy continues to escalate as their interactions deepen. After witnessing Poppy's actions on the Rise and learning more about her, Hawke is unable to think of her as just "the Maiden" any longer. He sees her as Penellaphe, a complex, bold, and brave young woman who defies expectations. This shift in perception fuels his growing fascination and respect for her, but it also complicates his plans.
The chapter begins with Hawke entering Poppy's chambers, determined to have a conversation about her recent actions. However, his resolve is quickly tested by her unveiled appearance. The intimate setting—the thin, revealing gown Poppy wears and her unveiled face—challenges Hawke’s ability to stay focused, highlighting the intense physical and emotional chemistry between them.
Their banter is sharp and filled with underlying tension. Poppy, frustrated by his intrusion, tries to assert control, but Hawke’s teasing and confidence keep her off balance. At the same time, Hawke’s growing admiration for her bravery and independence is evident, especially as he reflects on her ability to fight and her refusal to be helpless in a world that expects her to remain passive.
Throughout their conversation, Poppy reveals more about her traumatic past, including the attack on her family by the Craven, which shaped her determination to learn how to defend herself. This vulnerability softens Hawke’s approach, and though he still teases her, he is also protective and empathetic, understanding her need for control and strength in the face of fear.
The chapter ends with Hawke acknowledging Poppy’s resilience but warning her to be better prepared in the future. His final comment about her dress being “the death of me” reflects the undeniable attraction he feels toward her, an attraction that he can’t ignore, even though their relationship is far from simple.
This scene adds layers to both characters, revealing more of their inner struggles while heightening the tension between them. It also sets the stage for further emotional and physical confrontations as they navigate their complicated roles in each other’s lives.
Chapter 33 : GOOD GRACES
In Good Graces, Hawke and Vikter engage in a tense conversation as they wait for Poppy (Penellaphe) to be ready for the Teermans' summons. The Craven attack has left the city shaken, and the Teermans must address the situation, but the real focus of this chapter is the growing tension between Hawke and Vikter over Poppy's actions and Hawke's intentions.
Vikter confronts Hawke about why he hasn’t reported Poppy's appearance on the Rise during the attack, pointing out that it violates the strict rules placed on her. Hawke’s response is a mix of irritation and respect for Poppy’s independence. He sees her need to protect herself as valid, a perspective Vikter doesn’t entirely share. The conversation reveals Hawke’s internal struggle—while he respects Poppy’s strength and independence, he is also aware of the dangerous line he’s walking by keeping her secrets.
Vikter’s suspicions about Hawke’s motives become clear when he asks if Hawke is seeking to earn Poppy’s trust for reasons beyond duty. This question brings to the surface the complicated feelings Hawke has for Poppy. While he acknowledges that gaining her trust is necessary for his mission, there’s also an unspoken personal desire that is complicating things. Vikter reminds him that Poppy is the Maiden, a figure revered by the kingdom, and that any personal involvement with her would be dangerous.
Hawke’s inner conflict is palpable throughout the scene. He’s drawn to Poppy as a person, not just as a duty or a pawn in a larger plan, and that shift in his perception makes things more complicated for him. His respect for her as more than just the Maiden is growing, but at the same time, he’s aware that allowing himself to see her as more than a figurehead could undermine his mission and his loyalty to his brother.
The chapter ends with Vikter giving a cryptic warning, telling Hawke that while he may be right in some ways, he could still be wrong in others. This hints at the deeper layers of complexity in their relationship and Hawke’s growing dilemma regarding his feelings for Poppy. The scene sets the stage for more internal and external conflicts as Hawke continues to navigate his role in Poppy’s life, balancing duty, desire, and his hidden motives.
Chapter 34 : FROM BLOOD AND ASH
In this intense chapter of From Blood and Ash, the Duke and Duchess Teerman address the crowd following the Craven attack on Masadonia. Duke Teerman claims that the gods’ blessing is what kept the Rise from falling, a blatant lie that both Hawke and the readers can see through. The Rise held because of the brave defenders who sacrificed their lives, not divine intervention. Hawke, standing behind Poppy (Penellaphe) and Tawny, is filled with disdain for the Duke’s false rhetoric, which is aimed at instilling fear in the crowd while blaming Descenters and stirring anxiety about future Craven attacks.
The Duchess adds to the fear-mongering by suggesting that the gods are displeased with the people of Solis, hinting that any dissent or loss of faith could lead to the kingdom’s destruction. Her words cast suspicion on those who question the Rite or the Ascended's authority, further riling up the crowd.
Hawke’s inner thoughts reveal his growing frustration with the lies being spewed by the Ascended. He watches as the crowd is manipulated into blaming Descenters, despite knowing that the true enemy is the Ascended themselves, who do nothing to protect the people. Hawke's respect for Poppy deepens as he sees her courage and poise during the speech, knowing she’s been directly affected by Craven attacks before, and yet she still fights to protect others.
Tensions rise when Lev Barron, a Descenter in the crowd, publicly challenges the Ascended. Lev’s defiance culminates in a dramatic moment where he throws a severed Craven hand onto the balcony, accusing the Ascended of lies and calling out the mystery surrounding the disappearances of third and fourth children taken for the Rite. His outburst is cut short when he is subdued by guards, but his final words, "From blood and ash, we will rise," resonate deeply with Hawke, who inwardly agrees with the sentiment.
The chapter is filled with layers of deception, rebellion, and Hawke's internal struggle as he watches the Ascended manipulate the masses while holding back his true loyalties. The Descenters' rallying cry, "From blood and ash, we will rise," foreshadows the eventual uprising that will challenge the oppressive rule of the Ascended and speaks to Hawke’s personal mission, which aligns with Lev’s defiance. The chapter heightens the tension between the Ascended's rule and the growing unrest among those who seek the truth, with Poppy caught in the middle as a symbol of power and resistance.
In this scene from From Blood and Ash, Hawke continues to navigate his complex feelings toward Poppy (Penellaphe) while reinforcing the underlying theme of choice. After the tense public gathering where Lev Barron confronts the Duke and Duchess with his bold accusations, Hawke, Poppy, and Tawny return to the castle. Tawny and Poppy discuss Lev’s unsettling remarks about the children taken for the Rite, with Hawke subtly challenging the narrative, acknowledging the possibility that others might share Lev's suspicions. His internal conflict becomes more pronounced as he reflects on Lev’s fate and the inevitable consequences for others who think like him.
Once they reach Poppy's quarters, Hawke dismisses Tawny to speak privately with Poppy. Here, Hawke’s protectiveness and attraction toward Poppy are clear, but there’s also a deeper layer to their interaction—Hawke’s recognition that Poppy has little control over her own life. This leads him to challenge her on the symbolic veil she wears, not just as the Maiden but as a barrier between her and her autonomy.
Hawke’s question about why Poppy wears the veil triggers a revealing conversation. For Poppy, the veil represents the suffocating control of her position as the Maiden, where her every move and interaction is governed by others' expectations. When Hawke tells her that she has a choice now—whether or not to wear the veil around him—it’s a significant moment of intimacy and understanding between them. It’s not just about the veil; it’s about Poppy reclaiming some control over her life, even in small ways.
Despite his mission and the secrets he keeps from her, Hawke wants Poppy to realize that she has agency, especially with him. The importance of this moment isn’t lost on Hawke, who recognizes that his desire for her to make this choice has nothing to do with his plans or his need for her trust—it’s about something deeper, something that is growing between them.
The scene highlights the evolving dynamics between Hawke and Poppy, setting the stage for future conflicts and decisions where Poppy’s autonomy will be challenged on even larger scales. It also shows Hawke's internal struggle as he balances his role as her guard with his growing emotional investment in her.
In this scene from From Blood and Ash, Hawke and Poppy continue to grow closer, emotionally and personally, in the midst of their increasingly complex relationship. The interaction takes place after a difficult session with the overbearing Priestess Analia, who repeatedly tries to humiliate and control Poppy. Hawke's protective instincts flare up as he steps in to defend Poppy from the Priestess’s harsh treatment, marking another key moment in their evolving dynamic.
Throughout the scene, Hawke’s internal turmoil is palpable. His frustration with the Priestess is fueled not only by her mistreatment of Poppy but also by his own sleeplessness and the stress of his ongoing mission. Despite all of this, we see Hawke continue to admire Poppy’s resilience and strength. He reflects on her situation—how she is forced to endure not just the physical confinement of her role as the Maiden but also the emotional and psychological burden of the expectations placed on her. This resonates with him deeply, especially as he starts to question the concept of “choice” that Poppy has so little of.
The conversation becomes even more intimate when Hawke talks about the emotional toll of his mission to free his brother, Malik. In a rare moment of vulnerability, he reveals his anguish over Malik’s fate. Poppy responds by offering a simple but meaningful gesture of comfort—touching his hand. This small act helps ease Hawke’s internal pain, providing him with a brief sense of peace, something he hasn’t experienced in a long time.
This moment of quiet, shared understanding strengthens the bond between them. Poppy, despite her own struggles, is able to offer Hawke solace. For Hawke, this interaction is significant—he realizes that Poppy has the ability to bring him a sense of peace, which only deepens his growing feelings for her.
The theme of choice continues to play a central role in their conversation, with Hawke pointing out the restrictions on Poppy’s life, from the veil she wears to the expectations of her Ascension. His suggestion that she has the choice to remove her veil in his presence, along with his subtle encouragement for her to embrace her own desires, shows his desire to empower her, even as he grapples with the reality of his mission. Despite the lies and secrets that still hang between them, Hawke’s care for Poppy is evident, and their connection continues to intensify.
This scene from From Blood and Ash delves into Hawke's internal conflict and the subtle transformation he's undergoing. It starts with a peaceful sleep, which is a rarity for him, and is soon interrupted by an encounter with Britta, a servant with whom he’s shared an uncomplicated, physical connection in the past. What’s striking here is that, despite his usual inclination to indulge in such encounters, Hawke pulls away, signaling a deeper shift in his desires and priorities.
Hawke’s arousal upon waking isn’t triggered by Britta’s presence—it’s rooted in thoughts of Penellaphe. Even as Britta makes her intentions clear, Hawke is mentally and emotionally elsewhere. He vividly recalls his brief, charged moments with Poppy at the Red Pearl and how much he wants her, not just physically but in a way that’s more complicated than his usual encounters. This longing for Penellaphe marks a clear shift in his character, as it’s no longer about simple pleasure but something deeper, tied to his growing emotional attachment to her.
Hawke’s rejection of Britta is surprising, even to himself. Walking away from easy gratification is not something he’s used to, especially in the midst of such intense physical need. His confusion is palpable as he grapples with this new version of himself—someone who is drawn to a deeper connection rather than just fleeting satisfaction. The realization that his feelings for Penellaphe are affecting him so profoundly unsettles him.
This scene serves as a turning point for Hawke, highlighting his internal struggle between his former self, who sought out casual encounters without emotional attachment, and the man he’s becoming—someone who desires more meaningful connections, especially with Penellaphe. It's clear that she’s influencing him in ways that extend beyond mere physical attraction, making him question who he is and who he wants to be.
In this scene, Hawke (or Cas) and Kieran share a moment of reflection and concern for Poppy while she’s unconscious. The vulnerability of Hawke is palpable as he stays by her side, his emotional attachment deepening. The banter between the two men shows the bond they share, with Kieran offering both support and humor. Hawke, despite being his usual cocky self, is undeniably affected by Poppy's kindness and the peace she brought him, even though she wasn’t aware of the extent of his inner turmoil at the time.
This chapter also emphasizes the heavy burden both Hawke and Kieran carry as leaders during the turmoil in the city. The mention of the Descenters helping control the situation, Ascended being placed under house arrest, and the ongoing search for Malik keeps the stakes high. The way they handle these matters shows their sense of duty, though it’s clear that being away from the action weighs heavily on them, especially on Hawke.
Hawke’s inner dialogue about Poppy—his worry, affection, and admiration for her—is underscored by the contrast with Britta earlier. While Britta was just a fleeting distraction, Poppy has left a significant and lasting impact on him. It's also interesting to note how Poppy’s presence in his life influences his decisions and demeanor, especially when he expresses a sense of peace and restfulness when she’s around, even in her unconscious state.
The dialogue at the end about the Rite, Miss Willa’s diary, and their earlier meeting ties the events back to the progression of their relationship and the pivotal moments that occurred. It hints at the intimate and emotional turning points to come, as well as the importance of those moments in shaping who Hawke is becoming—a man not only driven by duty but also by his growing connection to Poppy.
In this scene, Hawke and Penellaphe's dynamic continues to build on the slow, simmering tension between them, with moments of playful teasing and heavy undercurrents of desire. Hawke's observation of Penellaphe shows how attuned he is to her reactions, while Penellaphe, despite the distance her veil creates, expresses a mix of curiosity, vulnerability, and guardedness. Their conversation flows with flirtation, but there's also an intensity growing, as Hawke is drawn to her even though he knows there are many reasons to be cautious.
Penellaphe's subtle movements, such as stepping closer to Hawke without him realizing, showcase her growing comfort—or perhaps willingness—to challenge the boundaries between them. Meanwhile, Hawke's inner battle is clear; he's torn between his attraction to her and the complexities of his mission and position. The tension is heightened as they discuss the fate of Lev, one of the Descenters, drawing a sharp contrast between the heavy political landscape they navigate and the more personal, intimate connection developing between them.
Overall, this moment adds to the emotional stakes in their relationship, building layers of anticipation and conflict.
Chapter 40 : PLANS HAVE NOT CHANGED
In this intense scene, we see Hawke (Casteel) and Kieran discussing the complex and dangerous plans they have set in motion. Despite the charged environment, where Kieran indulges in some physical pleasure, Hawke's mind is elsewhere, preoccupied with Penellaphe (Poppy). His fantasies reveal the growing emotional and physical tension he feels towards her, but there's also an undercurrent of concern and anger about what she's endured, especially at the hands of the Duke.
The conversation between Hawke and Kieran is heavy with a mixture of banter and seriousness, especially as Hawke discusses his desire for revenge against the Duke. Kieran, as a voice of reason, tries to remind him of the fine line between revenge and justice, highlighting that while Hawke’s motives are personal, they could jeopardize their broader mission. Still, Hawke is resolute, revealing his deeper feelings for Poppy, even if he doesn’t want to fully acknowledge them.
The stakes of the upcoming Rite are clear, with the planned Descenter attack and the kidnapping of Poppy. Hawke’s growing protectiveness over her and his disgust with her treatment drives him to ensure that justice is served, no matter the cost. Kieran, ever the loyal companion, stands by Hawke’s side, despite his misgivings about the larger plan.
This scene sets up the dangerous dynamics of their mission, with the inevitable confrontation with the Duke looming. Hawke’s conflicted emotions over Penellaphe, his thirst for vengeance, and the loyalty between him and Kieran add layers of complexity to the situation. Their dialogue is laced with tension, humor, and determination, underscoring how much is at stake for both of them.
Chapter 41 : MISS WILLA COLLYNS
This scene between Hawke and Poppy is an amusing blend of tension, teasing, and genuine concern. Hawke catches Poppy sneaking out again, leading to a dynamic exchange where he fluctuates between irritation and fascination. Poppy, ever the rebellious Maiden, has clearly developed a knack for escaping, and Hawke finds himself both intrigued and exasperated by her antics, particularly her venture out to read at the Atheneum.
Poppy’s bravery and recklessness are showcased when she’s found perched on a window ledge, showing her desire for freedom despite the risk. The chemistry between the two is palpable, especially as Hawke helps her back inside, their physical closeness sparking undeniable attraction. The banter between them, especially around Miss Willa Colyns' Diary, provides a humorous and intimate moment that deepens their bond.
Hawke, though conflicted, is increasingly protective and drawn to Poppy, struggling between his role in their larger plan and his growing personal feelings for her. His flirtation and light teasing are laced with genuine concern for her safety, and his curiosity about her rebellious side only adds to the tension between them. Meanwhile, Poppy's mix of embarrassment and defiance in reading the scandalous book adds a lighthearted element to the scene.
Hawke's growing attachment and protectiveness over Poppy is clear, even as he tries to maintain control over his emotions and stick to the larger plan involving her abduction. Their interactions are increasingly personal, which makes the upcoming events even more complicated for Hawke as he tries to balance his mission with his undeniable feelings for Poppy.
Chapter 42 : JUST A NAME
This scene between Hawke and Poppy reveals the playful yet deeply connected dynamic that's developing between them. Hawke follows Poppy as she walks through Wisher’s Grove, teasing her along the way, but also subtly showing his growing attachment. He enjoys how she’s comfortable enough around him to let her guard down a bit, especially when she quips back or when he gets her to laugh.
Hawke's reflections throughout the scene showcase his internal struggle—his mission to abduct her for his own purposes and the increasingly complicated feelings he's developing for her. His concerns about Poppy’s limited freedoms and the injustice she faces, like having her reading choices restricted, signal that he’s not only interested in her for selfish reasons anymore. He's genuinely starting to care about her well-being.
The banter, particularly around the use of her nickname "Poppy" instead of her formal name "Penellaphe," suggests how deeply personal their connection has become. Hawke is surprised to realize that he’s begun to think of her as Poppy, a more intimate name, without even recognizing when it happened. This small detail hints at how much their relationship has shifted from one of obligation or intrigue to something more genuine, perhaps even affectionate.
Poppy's question about the use of her name is telling—she's noticing that Hawke is treating her differently, more personally, and it seems to both surprise and intrigue her. Though Poppy tries to distance herself with sharp words, she can’t deny the growing bond between them, as seen when she softly reacts to his playful declaration of their friendship.
This scene captures the slow evolution of their relationship from guarded interactions to moments of vulnerability and emotional intimacy, even amidst Hawke’s ulterior motives.
Chapter 43 : PRESENT VII
This chapter captures a quiet, intimate moment between Cas (Casteel) and Poppy, with Casteel reflecting on the early days of their relationship and the choices he's made. He's holding Poppy, who's still recovering, while Delano watches over them, and Kieran is nearby, highlighting the bond and loyalty that now exist between them all.
Casteel’s thoughts drift to their shared past, particularly the time he took Miss Willa’s diary from her, a moment that stood out to him for how furious and protective he felt. He recalls that instance as the first time he truly realized the unfairness Poppy endured, not even being able to read freely, which only added to his hatred for the Ascended who controlled her life. This anger also resurfaces as he reflects on the Duke and the pain Poppy suffered at his hands.
His protective rage is palpable when he talks about the Duke's death, admitting that killing him wasn’t originally part of his plan but became a necessity after realizing the abuse Poppy had suffered. Casteel takes pride in the Duke’s death, a rare moment where he doesn’t regret taking a life, and the intensity of his feelings reveals the depth of his care for Poppy. He’s not just defending her physically but also seeking retribution for her emotional wounds, showing how much her pain affects him.
The way Casteel talks about the bond between them and how it’s been strengthening him and Kieran reflects the growing power of their relationship—it's not just emotional but something supernatural that keeps them alive and strong. At the same time, he’s aware that he wasn't initially ready to acknowledge his true feelings for Poppy, but now, looking back, he understands how much she mattered to him even then.
This chapter highlights the depth of Casteel's devotion to Poppy, his desire to protect her from harm, and his growing realization that his initial plans could never truly account for how much he cared for her. It’s a moment that encapsulates the shift in their relationship from one of strategy to love and partnership.
Chapter 44 : THE DUKE
This chapter depicts a moment of brutal justice as Casteel confronts and executes Duke Teerman for his horrific abuse of Poppy. Casteel's anger is palpable as he waits for the Duke in his study, reflecting on the pain and humiliation Poppy endured at the Duke's hands. The tension in Casteel is fueled by both his growing affection for Poppy and his disgust for the Ascended's cruelty, which has stripped Poppy of her freedom and subjected her to abuse.
When the Duke enters the study, the power dynamic immediately shifts in Casteel's favor. The Duke realizes too late who Casteel truly is—Prince Casteel Da'Neer, the Dark One—and the conversation quickly escalates. Casteel's casual taunting contrasts with the rage simmering beneath his calm exterior. The scene reveals Casteel’s deep desire for retribution, not only for the political wrongs the Ascended have committed but also for the personal abuse Poppy has suffered.
The violence is swift and calculated. Casteel uses the Duke’s own weapon of torment, a cane, to repay every blow the Duke had inflicted on Poppy. His method of extracting a confession through blinks is chilling, and his actions afterward are fueled by both justice and personal vengeance. Even as the Duke dies slowly, Casteel's satisfaction is tempered by the knowledge that this act, however necessary, won’t undo Poppy's pain.
The chapter underscores Casteel’s deep care for Poppy, as he avenges her suffering with cold precision. It also hints at the looming consequences of his actions, particularly his awareness that when Poppy learns the truth about him and his identity, she may hate him. Despite this, he remains resolute in his mission, driven by his need to protect her, even if it comes at a personal cost. His final words about making the Duke the centerpiece for the Rite reflect his desire for poetic justice and a dramatic conclusion to the Duke’s reign of terror.
Chapter 45 : I LOST MY BREATH
In this chapter, Casteel prepares for the Rite, fresh from his brutal confrontation with the Duke. Dressed and masked in crimson, he weaves through the crowded foyer of the Great Hall, his mind still filled with satisfaction over the Duke's demise. As he navigates the chaos of the Rite, a moment of genuine surprise and awe overtakes him when he spots Poppy in a stunning red gown, causing him to momentarily forget how to breathe. The sight of her, no longer veiled and in a gown designed for seduction, fills him with an overwhelming sense of want.
Despite the pressing nature of his plan to get Poppy alone and execute the next step of his mission, Casteel is clearly distracted by her beauty and presence. His internal dialogue reveals how deeply she has affected him, far beyond the initial feelings of desire and lust. He’s beginning to recognize a deeper connection, one that feels almost magical to him, and it leaves him vulnerable in ways that surprise even him.
As they exchange words, Casteel's playful banter and teasing nature mask the gravity of what is about to unfold. His flirtation—calling her "Princess" and complimenting her beauty—underscores the tension between them, while also highlighting his growing affection. Despite his manipulative intentions, there's a sincerity in how much he wants Poppy to be happy, even in this brief moment before the storm of revelations to come.
The chapter culminates in Casteel's suggestion to replace Poppy's traumatic memories of the garden with new, better ones. It’s a poignant moment where his desire to help her heal aligns with his need to progress his mission. However, his growing awareness of her vulnerability—her lack of true companionship and freedom—adds emotional weight to his actions, and he’s forced to confront his own conflicting feelings. Casteel may be preparing to betray her, but he also can't help but care about her, complicating his intentions in a way he didn’t anticipate.
Chapter 46 : THE WILLOW
This chapter is a rollercoaster of emotions as Casteel (Hawke) and Poppy share an intimate moment beneath the willow, further deepening their bond and mutual attraction. The scene begins with Casteel leading Poppy into the garden, where he shares a personal story about his brother and a cavern from his past. His story resonates with Poppy, especially as she reflects on her own sense of loss, both of her parents and in her current life as the Maiden. The vulnerability they share in this moment hints at the deepening emotional connection between them, which neither can fully acknowledge yet.
As they sit together beneath the willow, Casteel’s desire for Poppy intensifies, and he finds himself struggling to keep his physical and emotional desires in check. Poppy, in turn, shows her own inexperience but eagerness to explore these feelings, particularly as she requests Casteel to kiss her. The kiss escalates quickly, highlighting the intense chemistry between them, but also the emotional and moral conflict Casteel faces as he balances his growing affection for Poppy with his looming betrayal. Even as he wrestles with his own intentions, Casteel finds himself unable to resist the pull toward her, both emotionally and physically.
Their shared moment of desire is interrupted by the arrival of Vikter, who is deeply protective of Poppy and suspicious of Casteel’s intentions. The tension between Casteel and Vikter is palpable, as both men clash over Poppy’s safety and well-being. Vikter’s protective nature contrasts sharply with Casteel’s more possessive, predatory instincts. The standoff between the two men is a reminder of the complexities of Poppy’s position and the competing forces surrounding her.
Casteel ultimately decides not to escalate the situation with Vikter, recognizing that harming him would hurt Poppy. His decision to delay his plans underscores the inner conflict he’s experiencing: the struggle between fulfilling his mission and his growing care for Poppy. The chapter ends with Casteel regrouping with Kieran, where the Descenters’ plans are already in motion, setting the stage for the inevitable confrontation and fallout to come.
This chapter highlights the tension between love and duty, as well as Casteel’s growing inability to separate his feelings for Poppy from his original mission.
Chapter 47 : PRESENT VIII
In this chapter, Casteel reflects on the events leading up to and during the Rite, particularly on how his actions and the ensuing chaos affected both himself and Poppy. The conversation between Casteel and Kieran reveals deeper insights into Casteel's complex emotions and the bond he shares with Poppy as his heartmate, a connection that transcends logic and reason. Casteel admits he hadn’t fully recognized what he felt for Poppy when they were beneath the willow, but now he understands it as the soul-deep bond of being heartmates. Despite his initial denial, Kieran had suspected the depth of Casteel's feelings from the start, especially after the Red Pearl encounter.
Kieran also remarks on Poppy’s rare nature, and both he and Casteel acknowledge the courage she displayed in allowing herself moments of vulnerability. This chapter offers a glimpse into the weight Casteel carries, as he acknowledges his part in leading the Descenters, even though their actions went beyond what he had intended. The violence that erupted, resulting in the deaths of mortals and Descenters alike, weighs heavily on him, and he knows the line between right and wrong is often blurred in war.
The introspective tone is amplified by Casteel's awareness of how far he’s come from his original mission. He grapples with the consequences of his decisions, recognizing that even the most well-intentioned actions can lead to tragic outcomes. His thoughts on his father, who understands the cost of war, offer a poignant contrast to Casteel’s own turmoil. As he holds Poppy, his love for her is evident, but so is the guilt and responsibility he bears for the bloodshed that has occurred in her name.
This chapter highlights the emotional conflict within Casteel, torn between his role as a leader and the personal connection he’s formed with Poppy. His reflections on the past, his feelings of guilt, and his understanding of the thin line between right and wrong set the stage for future decisions he will have to make, both for himself and for Poppy.
Chapter 48 : NOT WHAT I PLANNED
This chapter is an intense turning point where Casteel is thrown into the chaos of battle inside the Great Hall. It was supposed to be a controlled disruption, but everything spirals into horror as Descenters, Ascended, and mortals are slaughtered, leaving bodies strewn across the room. Despite the carnage, Casteel’s only thought is to find Poppy and protect her. When he does, he stumbles upon a devastating scene: Vikter, a father figure to Poppy, is dying from a fatal wound, and Poppy is desperately trying to save him.
The emotional intensity reaches its peak when Poppy, unable to cope with Vikter's death, is pushed into a state of uncontrollable rage. The cruel, mocking presence of Lord Mazeen triggers her, and she reacts by violently attacking and killing him in a cathartic yet horrifying moment. Her grief and anger drive her to dismember him in a way that shocks even Casteel, despite his own history of violence.
Casteel, caught between admiration for her strength and heartbreak over her suffering, finally steps in to stop her. He recognizes that her rage is destroying her, much like he had once experienced after losing someone he loved. The chapter ends with Casteel carrying an unconscious Poppy, wracked by guilt and sorrow, while her screams of pain and loss still echo in his mind.
This moment not only marks a breaking point for Poppy but also for Casteel, who is forced to confront the consequences of his plans unraveling and the deep emotional bond he shares with her. It highlights the brutality of the world they live in and the immense personal cost of their fight against the Ascended.
Chapter 49 : HER PAIN
In this chapter, Casteel (as Hawke) struggles with the deep guilt he feels over Vikter's death and the overwhelming sorrow Poppy is experiencing. He’s tormented by the fact that his plans went awry, resulting in not only the death of many innocents but also the shattering of Poppy’s world. Despite his determination to use her for his own agenda, he cannot help but care for her, far more deeply than he ever intended.
Tawny’s presence in the room emphasizes how much Poppy meant to Vikter, and she quietly observes the growing connection between Hawke and Poppy, though she doesn’t pry. Her acceptance and understanding reflect how much Poppy’s suffering affects everyone close to her.
Casteel’s internal conflict is palpable. On one hand, he knows that he is responsible for this pain, yet he finds himself unable to detach from Poppy. His feelings for her—initially dismissed as irrelevant—have grown into something more profound. He cares about her in ways that conflict with his mission, and it’s clear that this bond is complicating everything he had set out to do.
The arrival of the Duchess adds an unsettling tone. Her cold, almost disinterested demeanor highlights the contrast between the Ascended’s detachment from human suffering and Casteel’s own mounting emotional turmoil. Her casual mention of a sleeping draft—administered to keep Poppy in this deep, undisturbed slumber—raises questions about how much the Duchess really cares about Poppy’s well-being.
The Duchess’s final words, suggesting that the Queen will reward Casteel for his service, serve as a reminder of his original mission and the twisted layers of deception that still surround him. Despite the weight of his guilt, Casteel is still trapped in a role that demands he manipulate Poppy for his own ends, but his increasing affection for her threatens to upend everything.
Chapter 50 : HER VENGEANCE
In this chapter, Casteel (Hawke) confronts Poppy after she sneaks out at night, driven by anger and a thirst for vengeance. Poppy, still raw from Vikter’s death and the horrific events of the Rite, is consumed by her pain, and her emotions have led her to act recklessly. She wants to confront Agnes, the woman who had warned them too late about the attack, feeling that if Agnes had spoken up sooner, the devastation could have been avoided.
Casteel, while angry and worried, cannot help but be protective of Poppy, though he knows he’s at the root of her suffering. His frustration is palpable, but it’s clear that his concern goes far deeper than that of a mere guard. He stops Poppy, reminding her that her rage, while justified, would lead her to actions she might later regret. Their dynamic is filled with tension, a mix of anger, guilt, and an undeniable connection that both are struggling to fully understand.
Poppy’s need for vengeance mirrors the intensity of her grief, and while Casteel respects her fire and desire for justice, he knows that acting on it now, without thought, would only cause her more pain. The scene also reveals how much Casteel’s feelings for Poppy have evolved—he is not only protecting her physically but also emotionally, trying to prevent her from losing herself to her anger.
As their conversation continues, there’s a poignant undercurrent: both of them are navigating the consequences of the night of the Rite, and each is dealing with it in their own way. Poppy’s anguish is raw and untamed, while Casteel’s guilt and self-blame simmer beneath his calm exterior. Yet, even in the midst of this turmoil, their bond continues to deepen, hinting at the complexity of their relationship as it continues to evolve.
Chapter 51 : SO I LIED
In this scene, Casteel (Hawke) reflects on the complexities of his mission and his growing connection to Poppy as he meets with Kieran at the Red Pearl. Casteel is grappling with the emotional aftermath of Vikter’s death and Poppy’s breakdown, realizing she is far more resilient and fierce than he initially expected. The conversation highlights Casteel’s internal conflict—he knows he’s manipulating Poppy for his ultimate goal of freeing his brother, yet he is deeply affected by her pain and suffering.
Casteel admits to Kieran that Poppy killed an Ascended in a fit of rage after Vikter’s death, showing her darker side. He is conflicted about how much Poppy deserves a life beyond the fate laid out for her by the Ascended. But despite his growing feelings and understanding of her strength, he is still determined to follow through with his plan, even as Kieran senses his unease.
The dialogue between Casteel and Kieran reveals Casteel’s emotional struggle. He recognizes Poppy’s desire for freedom and life beyond her role as the Maiden, but he’s also aware that fulfilling his mission will shatter any chance she has for that life. Despite this, Casteel chooses to lie, both to Kieran and to himself, pretending that his feelings won’t affect his ultimate goal. His internal turmoil reflects the growing tension between duty and desire, foreshadowing the challenges ahead as his relationship with Poppy becomes increasingly complicated.
Chapter 52 : THIS IS PROGRESS
In this scene, Casteel (Hawke) is dealing with the aftermath of Poppy's grief and emotional withdrawal following Vikter’s death. As he enters her chambers, he notices that Poppy has been sitting by the window, quiet and withdrawn, but also without her veil—a significant departure from her usual guarded self. The interaction highlights Poppy’s stubbornness and her emotional turmoil, even though she hasn’t outwardly shown signs of grieving through tears.
Casteel reflects on how her silence and refusal to cry were initially seen as a strength, but now, they appear concerning to him. His understanding of her situation deepens as he apologizes for not being able to prevent what happened to Vikter, expressing regret and empathy, even though Poppy doesn't blame him. Their conversation turns more personal when Casteel offers words of comfort, acknowledging that her feelings, whatever they may be—whether grief, numbness, or guilt—are valid.
Poppy, in turn, surprises Casteel by embracing him, an action that conveys her need for comfort and connection amidst the pain she is processing. Casteel, who is emotionally conflicted due to his dual role as protector and manipulator, finds himself comforted by the embrace as well. In a brief moment of vulnerability, he contemplates the idea of escaping with her somewhere far away, indicating how deeply his feelings for her are growing, even though he tries to remain focused on his mission.
The scene closes with Casteel informing Poppy that the Duchess needs to speak with her, which likely involves the consequences of her actions during the Rite. Yet, despite the looming conversation with the Duchess, Casteel reassures her that if punishment were involved, he wouldn’t take her there, revealing just how protective he’s become of Poppy, even against the world he was once a part of.
Chapter 53 : PRESENT IX
Casteel’s reflection on the aftermath of the Rite and his shared trauma with Poppy is deeply personal and vulnerable in this passage. As he lays beside her, his mind flashes back to how he watched over her while she slept during those difficult days. He empathizes with her, recognizing that though their traumas are different, they share the same weight of emotional scars. His acknowledgment of his own painful past, and his realization that his capture and the suffering he endured weren’t his fault, highlights his growth and the parallel to Poppy’s journey of healing.
Casteel speaks about the nature of trauma, explaining that it’s not something you can just "choose" to live with or move on from—it's something that comes back, sometimes overwhelming, other times almost forgotten, but always present. His admission that it's okay not to always have it together, and his reassurance to Poppy that it's fine to struggle with dealing with the past, shows his understanding and care for her.
His thoughts shift to Isbeth and the manipulations that ultimately led to his and Poppy’s current circumstances. Casteel grapples with Isbeth’s twisted sense of love for her daughters, contemplating how a mother’s love can lead to both great acts of selflessness and deep, destructive evil. His musings on how different choices—whether by Malec or his mother—could have changed the course of history hint at the complexity of their world and the consequences of power, love, and loss.
Casteel’s soft inquiry at the end, remembering a serene moment with Poppy by the Rise, underscores his attachment to her and their shared moments of peace amid the chaos of their lives. It’s a poignant contrast to the trauma they’ve both endured, showing that even in the darkest times, there are memories of light and solace.
Chapter 54 : A SIGNIFICANT MOMENT
This passage captures a pivotal moment for Poppy as she steps into a new chapter of her life, one where she is no longer bound by the constraints of her title as the Maiden. Her unveiled face and her ability to feel the sun and wind on her skin symbolize the shedding of her old identity, if only for a brief moment. Casteel, ever attentive, notices the significance of this experience for her. His thoughts reveal a deep understanding of how monumental this moment is—how she is leaving behind everything she has known, both the good and the bad.
The interaction between them carries a mix of light-hearted banter and genuine care. Casteel teases her about the upcoming journey, hinting at the closeness they will share on horseback, while also acknowledging her strength by returning the dagger that Vikter had gifted her. His admiration for her, both as the unveiled young woman she is now and as the fierce fighter she has always been, shines through.
Casteel’s internal conflict is subtly present as he contemplates how their lives are intertwined in ways he never anticipated. His protective instincts and growing affection for her clash with his original mission, adding tension to every interaction.
The introduction of Kieran and the others, particularly their reactions to seeing Poppy unveiled, emphasizes the dramatic shift in how she is perceived. For the first time, they see not the veiled, mysterious Maiden, but Poppy—an independent, beautiful young woman. Casteel’s possessive side emerges slightly as he notes how the others look at her, particularly Airrick’s reaction.
As they prepare to leave Masadonia, the weight of what Poppy is leaving behind becomes evident. The city holds her memories—both the cherished and painful ones—and the decision to walk away from that life, to take on the unknown, speaks volumes about her courage and determination. Casteel, though a part of her future, is acutely aware of the magnitude of this moment for her. In this new chapter, she is Penellaphe Balfour, and more importantly, Poppy, free from the veil and the burden of her role as the Maiden.
Chapter 55 : ENCHANTED
This passage beautifully captures the growing bond between Casteel and Poppy during their journey, blending light-hearted teasing with moments of tension and tenderness. Casteel's internal monologue is filled with admiration, desire, and a protective instinct that reveals how deeply he is beginning to care for her. Poppy's reactions—her discomfort while riding, her playful banter, and her curiosity—continue to show her complexity and strength, even in the face of danger.
Casteel is enchanted by Poppy, especially when she laughs—a rare moment that takes his breath away and deepens his feelings for her. This enchantment is new for him, and it shows in how he cherishes the moment of intimacy as she relaxes into his embrace, a sense of belonging quietly settling between them.
However, the shift in tone as they approach the Blood Forest signals the seriousness of their journey. The contrast between Casteel’s teasing about barrats and the eerie reality of the Blood Forest creates a palpable tension. Poppy’s brave attempt to remain calm, even after seeing the scattered bones, reflects her inner strength and resilience. Despite the danger surrounding them, Casteel's admiration for her only grows, recognizing that, while she might be afraid, she isn't letting that fear overwhelm her.
Ultimately, this chapter is another step in their relationship, where moments of warmth and connection are woven into a backdrop of danger and uncertainty, deepening both their bond and the stakes of the journey ahead.
Chapter 56 : HER PLEASURE
This chapter takes a deeper dive into the complexity of Poppy and Casteel's relationship as it explores both physical intimacy and emotional connection. Casteel's desire to bring Poppy comfort in the cold of the Blood Forest transforms into a moment of profound vulnerability for both characters, as Casteel seeks to show Poppy pleasure while deepening their bond.
Casteel’s internal monologue reveals his growing attachment to Poppy, not just physically, but emotionally. He acknowledges the responsibility and tenderness he feels for her, which goes beyond mere attraction. His desire to ease her fears and help her experience life—something she craves due to the restrictions placed on her as the Maiden—drives his actions in this scene.
For Poppy, this moment is pivotal. She is learning more about her own desires and confronting the boundaries of what she has been told is acceptable versus what she truly wants. Though she hesitates, the fact that she trusts Casteel enough to allow herself to feel pleasure for the first time underscores her growing affection for him and her yearning for freedom and autonomy.
The tension between them, particularly in how Casteel continually challenges Poppy’s understanding of her role and desires, adds layers to their evolving relationship. This scene, while intense and sensual, also emphasizes Casteel’s protective nature and Poppy’s awakening to a world outside of her prescribed life.
In the broader narrative, this chapter deepens the stakes of their relationship, blending passion with the looming dangers surrounding them. It is not just a moment of physical connection, but one that symbolizes Poppy’s gradual break from the constraints of her life as the Maiden and her journey toward self-discovery.
Chapter 57 : HOW COULD I
In this chapter, Casteel grapples with the increasing complexity of his feelings for Poppy and the tension between his mission and his emotions. After their intimate moment the night before, he reflects on how deeply he’s become entangled in the very thing he set out to control—Poppy. Her trust, bravery, and vulnerability have affected him in ways he never expected, and now he feels conflicted about what he's supposed to do: betray her for the greater goal of rescuing his brother or protect her at all costs.
Casteel is weighed down by guilt, acknowledging that in his quest to free Malik and prevent war, he’s been using Poppy as a pawn. Yet, the closer he gets to her, the more he’s overcome with doubt. How can he justify handing her over to the Blood Crown after everything they’ve shared? This internal battle reflects his growing attachment to her—his desire to shield her from harm and provide her the freedom she’s longed for.
Kieran, ever perceptive, sees through Casteel’s façade. He challenges Casteel to remember his mission, making him confront the truth that he is emotionally involved far more than he should be. This only intensifies Casteel’s turmoil because he realizes that once Poppy finds out the truth, her trust will be shattered, and her hate for him inevitable.
By the end, when Casteel thanks Poppy for trusting him, it's not just about the physical intimacy they shared. It’s about the emotional risk Poppy took by opening up to him—despite the consequences of their relationship and the dangerous world they inhabit. This moment is bittersweet for Casteel because he knows the weight of his deception, even though he craves the connection they’ve formed.
Casteel’s internal struggle continues to build the tension in the narrative, heightening the stakes as he walks the fine line between love and duty, knowing that either choice could lead to irreversible consequences.
Chapter 58 : BLOOD IN THE FOREST
Amid the carnage, Poppy kneels beside the dying guard Airrick, who had saved her during the fight. As she holds his hand, something miraculous happens—Airrick’s pain vanishes, and he finds peace in his final moments. Though fatally wounded, he no longer suffers, and he dies with a smile on his face, recognizing Poppy and reminiscing about a shared moment over a game of cards. This unusual occurrence leaves both Casteel and the remaining guards stunned, and Phillips, one of the older guards, reveals that there have been rumors about Poppy’s ability, rumors that appear to be true: she possesses the "touch," a mysterious gift that can ease pain and bring peace in death.
The revelation of Poppy's gift adds a new layer to her identity, deepening the mystery surrounding her connection to the gods and her role as the Maiden. Casteel, who already struggles with his feelings for Poppy and the knowledge of his deception, is shaken by this discovery. He had always known there was something extraordinary about Poppy, but this moment confirms that she is far more powerful and significant than even he had realized.
This chapter marks a turning point where Casteel must confront not only his plans for Poppy but also the weight of her abilities and what they mean in the broader conflict with the Ascended. The bond between them deepens further, not just through their shared battles but through the secrets they begin to uncover together.
Chapter 59 : THREE RIVERS
In this chapter, the group reaches the outskirts of Three Rivers after their harrowing experience in the Blood Forest. The tension between Casteel (Hawke) and Kieran rises as they try to make sense of Poppy’s mysterious abilities. The incident with Airrick back in the Blood Forest, where Poppy seemingly eased his pain with just a touch, has left both Casteel and Kieran questioning everything they thought they knew about her.
The conversation between Casteel and Kieran highlights their confusion and growing concern about Poppy’s true identity. Casteel is torn between his original mission to use Poppy to secure his brother’s freedom and the increasing evidence that she is far more special and powerful than he initially realized. Kieran points out that her ability to ease pain with her touch could be linked to the rumors of her being “Chosen” by the gods—an idea that challenges their understanding of the current world, especially given that the gods are believed to be asleep.
As Casteel and Kieran discuss the implications of Poppy’s powers, Casteel is conflicted. He realizes that, despite everything, Poppy has grown on him in ways he hadn’t anticipated. He is drawn to her, not just for her beauty and strength, but because of how she makes him feel alive. However, his internal battle rages on as he considers how he can hand her over to the Ascended when the time comes.
Kieran, sensing Casteel’s emotional struggle, urges him to tread carefully with Poppy, reminding him that she deserves better than to be manipulated or hurt. Casteel reassures him that he won’t cross certain lines, but his feelings for Poppy are becoming harder to ignore, complicating the already dangerous situation.
As they settle down for a brief rest, Casteel puts off talking to Poppy about what happened with Airrick, knowing the conversation will require time and privacy. Instead, he focuses on keeping her comfortable and trying to maintain some distance, though it’s clear his emotional connection to her is growing.
This chapter underscores Casteel’s growing emotional dilemma—he’s falling for Poppy, but he’s also bound by a plan that could destroy whatever trust they’ve built. Meanwhile, Poppy’s powers are a wild card, and they hold the key to unraveling her importance to both the Ascended and the larger conflict between the realms. The revelation of her abilities has raised the stakes, leaving Casteel to question not just his mission, but his entire understanding of the world around him.
In this chapter, Casteel, Kieran, and Poppy continue their journey toward New Haven. There's a mix of lighthearted banter and more serious reflections as they travel. Casteel, Kieran, and Poppy share a moment of levity when Poppy refuses Kieran’s offer of cheese, only to eventually accept it after some teasing from Casteel. The playful exchange highlights Poppy’s growing comfort around Kieran, a stark contrast to her initial nervousness. This casual conversation is juxtaposed with Poppy’s deeper thoughts about her sheltered life.
Poppy’s response to Kieran’s question—about what she would choose to do if given the freedom—reveals her yearning for freedom and new experiences. She explains that, despite everything, she would still choose to be out in the open, traveling, and experiencing life. This is significant because it reinforces how confined and isolated she has been due to her role as the Maiden, and how much she longs for freedom and adventure, even if she doesn’t fully understand what that freedom looks like yet.
Casteel’s reaction to Poppy’s answer is telling. He shares her sentiment, and his growing connection to her becomes even more apparent as he tightens his arm around her and admits that he would choose the same thing. His internal reflections also show his deepening understanding of Poppy’s desires and his increasing guilt about the role he’s playing in her fate.
Kieran, ever observant, picks up on the underlying tension in Poppy’s words and in Casteel’s response. His interactions with Poppy have evolved, and though he remains wary of the entire situation, he also seems to be softening toward her.
This chapter reinforces the theme of Poppy’s desire for autonomy, while also highlighting the complex relationships developing between the trio. There is a sense of foreboding as they near New Haven, but for now, there is a fragile camaraderie as they ride together through the cold, heading deeper into uncharted emotional and physical territory.
In this chapter, we get a deeply personal moment between Casteel and a sleeping Poppy, as he reflects on the weight of his guilt, worry, and protectiveness for her. His raw honesty is evident as he acknowledges that he and Kieran were mystified by her mysterious gifts, and how her willingness to use those abilities for him left him awestruck. Casteel’s growing desperation to free Poppy from the Blood Crown, despite the lies and half-truths that have marked their journey, is palpable.
The arrival of Millicent and Malik interrupts this moment of contemplation. There’s a tense confrontation, particularly between Casteel and Malik, as Casteel’s protective instincts flare up. We learn more about Malik’s recent encounters with Revenants, revealing that even among the Revenants, there are those loyal to Kolis, the Primal of Death, and they are likely to be a continued threat. Millicent’s presence stirs mixed emotions in Casteel. While she claims no desire to harm Poppy, Casteel’s mistrust remains, and he’s uncertain about what Millicent’s motivations truly are, even as she shares her fear of Poppy's awakening power and the Primal of Life.
A heated argument between Casteel and Malik brings to light the complex guilt both brothers carry. Casteel harbors guilt over having caused Malik’s captivity, and Malik reveals how torn he was between protecting Millie and wanting to save his brother. Their conversation touches on past regrets, personal sacrifices, and unresolved emotions, leaving both brothers with the understanding that, while their choices were difficult, they each acted out of love and survival.
The conversation then shifts back to the immediate threat of the Revenants, especially those still loyal to Kolis, who will stop at nothing to see him rise to full power. As Casteel digests the gravity of this new threat, he shifts back into his protective mode, returning to Poppy’s side. He reflects on the journey they’ve taken together, knowing that everything changed when they reached New Haven, marking the moment when both their fates became intertwined in a much larger, dangerous game.
The chapter emphasizes Casteel’s deep internal struggle with his feelings for Poppy, his responsibilities as a leader, and the unresolved tension with his brother. As he braces for what’s to come, Casteel’s protective instincts grow ever stronger, both toward Poppy and the future that awaits them.
In this chapter, Casteel, Poppy, and their companions finally arrive at New Haven, a hidden city controlled by Descenters and mortal descendants of Atlantia. The town welcomes them warmly, and Poppy is surprised by the well-maintained condition of the town, expecting much less from the remote trading settlement. The people, especially the children, react to Casteel and Poppy with curiosity and admiration, though Poppy is clearly out of her element. Casteel, meanwhile, is focused on ensuring their safety, noting the relief and anticipation in the eyes of his men as they enter Haven Keep.
Inside the keep, they meet several of Casteel’s trusted allies, including the wolven Delano and the half-Atlantian Elijah. The reunion is heartfelt but also tinged with seriousness, as they quickly get to the business of ensuring that the keep is secure. Elijah, ever the jovial yet formidable presence, is particularly welcoming, though there’s an undercurrent of tension as Casteel knows the stakes are high.
Casteel also navigates delicate moments between his companions and Poppy, ensuring that she is given space and respect in this new environment. He knows that she remains unaware of the full truth about him, the Ascended, and her own significance, which creates a growing sense of unease in him as they settle in. Casteel is preparing for the moment when he must reveal the truth to her, fully aware that it will not go over well.
Casteel’s allies, like Naill and Delano, express their willingness to help, even if it means getting their hands dirty when dealing with the guards who accompanied them. There’s a grim understanding that while their stay in New Haven is a necessary step in their journey, it also comes with risks, especially once Poppy learns the truth.
Throughout the chapter, Casteel’s internal struggle is evident. He’s burdened by guilt and the weight of his responsibilities, not just toward Poppy but also toward his people. The anticipation of the difficult conversations ahead and the ever-present threat of the Blood Crown loom large. But Casteel is resolved to protect Poppy, even if it means making difficult choices and shouldering the consequences himself.
The chapter ends with Casteel making it clear to his allies that no one is to harm Poppy and that when the time comes to reveal the truth to her, he will be the one to handle it—no matter how painful the fallout might be.
In this chapter, Casteel is battling an internal struggle, knowing that the truth he needs to tell Poppy will likely devastate her. As he approaches her room, he's already feeling the weight of his lies and what revealing them will mean for her. Despite his resolve to handle the situation, he's caught off guard by his deep feelings for her.
When Casteel enters Poppy’s room, their conversation takes a vulnerable turn. Poppy opens up about her powers—the ability to sense and ease others' pain, both emotional and physical. She explains how she has used this gift, revealing how much it has evolved as she nears her Ascension. She admits to easing Casteel's pain on several occasions, especially during moments of deep grief and sorrow.
The weight of this revelation affects Casteel profoundly. Despite his own complicated emotions, he is in awe of Poppy’s kindness and strength. Her desire to help others, even though she’s forbidden to use her abilities, strikes him deeply. He reassures her that she is brave and worthy, but he feels unworthy of her trust and affection in return.
As their conversation unfolds, the tension between them builds. Poppy, perhaps for the first time, truly reveals her desire for Casteel, undressing before him. This act demonstrates her decision to abandon the strictures of her role as the Maiden and embrace what she feels for him. Though Casteel tries to resist, knowing that he is not worthy of her, he cannot deny his own feelings and desires.
The chapter ends with Casteel's internal battle unresolved but overshadowed by the powerful connection between them. Despite the looming consequences of the lies he's kept from her, Casteel finds himself unable to turn away from Poppy's vulnerability and willingness to take this step with him. His confession, that he is "just hers," solidifies the depth of his emotions, even as he recognizes the impossibility of his situation.
The scene is intensely passionate as Casteel lets go of his restraint, giving in to his overwhelming desire for Poppy. Their connection is more than just physical; there is an underlying emotional and spiritual bond that transcends the moment. Casteel acknowledges this, feeling that this act changes everything between them. Despite his self-deprecation and belief that he is unworthy of her, he cannot resist the powerful pull he feels towards her.
Throughout their intimate moments, Casteel is constantly aware of Poppy's bravery. This moment is filled with firsts for her, and he wants to make it special, gentle, and respectful, yet his desire for her is undeniable and primal. The way he holds back, ensuring that she is comfortable and ready, contrasts with the raw intensity of his emotions and physical need.
The intimacy between them is heightened by their open communication. Poppy, despite her inexperience, is eager to explore this new facet of their relationship, while Casteel is overwhelmed by how much he wants her in every way. His feelings for her deepen, and he realizes that what they share is real—something that goes beyond lust or duty.
Casteel’s struggle with his darker instincts as an Atlantian, especially the urge to bite Poppy during their lovemaking, adds another layer to his internal conflict. He feels the primal need to mark her, to claim her fully, but he restrains himself, showing that his love and respect for her outweigh his baser desires.
As the chapter closes, Casteel makes Poppy promise to remember that this moment between them was real, no matter what happens in the future. This promise carries a sense of foreboding, as if Casteel knows that the truth he’s keeping from her will change everything between them, yet he wants her to hold onto this moment of pure connection and truth.
The chapter is a turning point in their relationship, marking a moment of trust, love, and vulnerability, even as the weight of Casteel's lies looms over them both.
In this highly charged and intimate chapter, the growing bond between Casteel and Poppy reaches new depths, not only physically but emotionally. After their first night together, Casteel remains deeply conflicted, balancing his role as a leader and protector with the lies and deception he has entangled Poppy in. His care for her is evident in the tender way he cleans her, even though the weight of the truth he must eventually reveal looms over him.
Poppy, still adjusting to the aftermath of their intimate moment, shows a mixture of shyness and boldness, characteristic of her evolving relationship with Casteel. Their banter is playful and filled with innuendos, but it highlights the ease and comfort they’ve developed with one another. Yet, beneath the light-hearted teasing lies Casteel’s internal struggle.
Casteel’s thoughts return to the grim reality of his plan—handing Poppy over to the Blood Crown to secure his brother’s freedom. The battle between his sense of duty and his growing love for her creates intense inner turmoil. He knows that revealing the truth will shatter the connection they’ve built, as Poppy will likely see him as a traitor and an enemy. His fear of losing her trust and the possibility of her siding with the Ascended due to her deep ties to them, especially her brother Ian, weighs heavily on him.
Despite the intimate moments and their growing closeness, Casteel is painfully aware of the limited time they have left before everything changes. His desperation to find another way, one that can save both Poppy and his brother Malik, becomes the focal point of his thoughts. He realizes that whatever path he chooses, it could spark the very war he is trying to avoid.
This chapter captures the complexity of Casteel’s emotions and the impossible choices he faces, foreshadowing the inevitable fallout of his actions once the truth comes to light. The tenderness and desire between Casteel and Poppy are juxtaposed with the looming betrayal, making the stakes of their relationship even higher.
This chapter marks a powerful turning point in Casteel's inner world and his relationship with Poppy. From the moment Casteel awakens, entangled with Poppy in a peaceful and intimate moment, we see him grappling with the duality of his emotions—the comfort he feels when he's close to her and the ever-looming threat of his responsibilities. His moment of peace is shattered when a knock at the door signals the arrival of disturbing news, foreshadowing the storm brewing not just outside but within their relationship.
Casteel's meeting with Elijah and Orion reveals the deeper political machinations at play. His father's impending arrival with a plan to send Poppy's head back to the Blood Crown escalates the tension, showing just how far the kingdom will go to protect its interests. Orion’s death at Casteel’s hands is brutal but demonstrates the lengths he will go to maintain control and power, especially as he realizes that he is running out of time to protect both his people and Poppy.
The most heartbreaking moment comes when Casteel hears that Poppy has discovered Kieran's wolven form. The revelation shatters Casteel's hope that he could keep her from discovering the truth on his terms. His emotional spiral is palpable, and the wall of numbness he constructs to shield himself from the pain of losing her trust is chilling. His internal dialogue, where he grapples with the fact that their connection—the peace and warmth he found in her—might now be over, underscores his deep feelings for Poppy, even though he refuses to acknowledge them fully.
By the time Casteel confronts the guards attempting to flee with Poppy, we see a colder, more dangerous version of him. His actions are swift and decisive, with no hesitation in killing Phillips and warning Jericho. Despite Poppy's pleas and her visible confusion, Casteel shuts himself off from her emotionally, reinforcing that "it was over" for him—both the closeness they had shared and any illusion that he could maintain their relationship as it was.
The chapter ends with Casteel's final chilling words to Jericho: "We need her alive." It is a stark reminder that, for now, Poppy's value to him is wrapped up in his plans, and the emotional connection they once shared is buried beneath layers of guilt, duty, and a rapidly crumbling future. This sets the stage for a tumultuous confrontation between Casteel and Poppy, as the truth about who he really is—and what he plans to do—will finally come to light.
This chapter, titled "A Broken Breath," dives deeper into the emotional and physical battle between Casteel (Hawke) and Poppy, illustrating the consequences of deceit and the eruption of truths long withheld. The intensity between them is palpable, as Poppy’s realization of Casteel’s betrayal becomes fully clear. From the moment she flinches at his words, the wall of trust between them crumbles, and we see Poppy’s disbelief and fury take over as she begins to connect the dots of Casteel’s true identity and purpose.
Poppy’s strength is shown, not just in her ability to physically fight off those around her but in her resilience in the face of betrayal. Her quick reactions—flinging the dagger at Casteel and ultimately injuring Jericho—underscore the power and courage that have always defined her. However, her emotional devastation at Casteel’s duplicity fuels her attacks. The sequence of events escalates rapidly as Poppy becomes trapped in a whirlwind of anger, fear, and heartbreak. Her fury drives her to lash out physically, but more than that, it's her words—"You're a monster"—that cut the deepest.
Casteel, meanwhile, tries to keep her rage focused on him, taking the punches and attempting to defuse the situation with humor and a hint of arrogance. Yet, beneath the surface, his growing realization that he’s lost Poppy’s trust—perhaps forever—creates a torrent of pain within him. Even as he tries to shut off his emotions, claiming that he feels "nothing," it's clear that Poppy's rejection wounds him in a way no physical attack ever could. He knows he deserves her hatred, but that knowledge does nothing to soften the blow when she calls him a monster.
The fight between them is as much about power and control as it is about love and betrayal. Casteel's internal conflict—balancing his desire to protect Poppy with his need to maintain control of the situation—drives his actions. His attempts to de-escalate Poppy's anger are tinged with his own growing despair as he realizes that no matter how much he might want to comfort her or tell her the full truth, the damage is done. The darkness he’s tried to hide from her has now been fully revealed.
Ultimately, this chapter highlights the tragedy of their relationship. While Poppy fights with everything she has, trying to make sense of the lies and betrayal, Casteel is left with the bitter truth that she now sees him for what he truly is: a monster in her eyes. Despite his attempts to control the situation, the trust and love they’d begun to build are now shattered, leaving both of them broken, though in very different ways. The emotional weight of this chapter sets the stage for the inevitable fallout and the difficult path ahead for both of them.
In this emotionally intense chapter, Not Everything Was a Lie, Casteel confronts the full fallout of his deception with Poppy, who is reeling from the realization of his betrayal. The dynamic between them is filled with tension, a mix of raw honesty, suppressed emotions, and power struggles. Poppy, bruised both physically and emotionally, grapples with Casteel’s shocking revelations about the Ascended and her entire belief system, while Casteel battles his own guilt, anger, and the desperate need to make her see the truth.
Casteel reveals to Poppy the dark history behind the Ascended, explaining how they are, in fact, vamprys—creatures created from an ancient, forbidden act of love. He explains how the Ascended have manipulated and deceived society for centuries, using mortal blood to maintain their power. This knowledge turns Poppy’s world upside down as she realizes her entire life has been built on lies. The revelation that the Ascended feed on the children given to the Rite is perhaps the most devastating blow, pushing her to the brink of disbelief.
Throughout this chapter, Casteel walks a fine line between dominance and vulnerability. His frustration with Poppy’s resistance to the truth is clear, but so is his admiration for her strength. Even in chains, Poppy refuses to submit, demonstrating the tenacity that has defined her character. Casteel, on the other hand, is torn between his duty and his feelings for Poppy. His confession that not everything between them was a lie reveals the depth of his internal conflict, as he tries to reconcile his role in her betrayal with the undeniable bond he feels toward her.
The chapter also delves into Casteel’s own trauma, as he shares the horrific details of his captivity by the Ascended, where he was used as both a blood source and entertainment. This revelation humanizes Casteel further, showing that he, too, has suffered deeply at the hands of the Ascended. His scars, both physical and emotional, are a testament to the darkness he has endured, and his actions—though brutal—are driven by a desire for justice and revenge.
Poppy’s refusal to accept Casteel’s version of the truth is rooted in her love for her brother, Ian, and her loyalty to the Queen, who raised her. The idea that her loved ones could be part of something so monstrous is too much for her to bear. Her defiance and anger toward Casteel reach a boiling point, but even in the midst of their confrontation, there is a lingering undercurrent of attraction between them. This tension adds complexity to their relationship, as Poppy’s hatred for Casteel battles with the undeniable chemistry they share.
In the end, Casteel’s statement, Not everything was a lie, serves as a poignant reminder that despite the deception, their connection was real. However, whether Poppy can forgive him and whether she will ever accept the truth he’s trying to show her remains uncertain. The chapter leaves both characters on the brink of a deeper reckoning, with Poppy’s trust shattered and Casteel determined to protect her, even if it means going against everything she’s ever known.
In Present XI, Casteel reflects on his journey with Poppy, taking full responsibility for the lies and betrayals that shattered their relationship. He speaks to her unconscious form, admitting the wrongs he committed, the truths he withheld, and the way he let his selfishness drive him to hold back when he should have been honest. Through this heartfelt monologue, Casteel reveals a vulnerability and self-awareness that he had not previously acknowledged.
He confesses that, despite knowing it was wrong, he couldn’t stop himself from falling in love with Poppy. His words highlight the complexity of their relationship—rooted in deception, yet laced with genuine emotions that grew stronger over time. Casteel admits to the internal struggle he faced, torn between the roles he had to play and the deep feelings he harbored for her.
The chapter brings out the emotional depth of Casteel’s character as he reflects on the moments that tested him, from riding to Berkton to prevent his father’s arrival to dealing with Alastir’s treachery. His deep connection to Poppy is clear when he admits that, even before fully understanding the depth of his love for her, he would have been willing to go to extreme lengths—even killing his own father—to protect her. This realization, spoken in such an intimate moment, shows how far he has come in recognizing the profound impact Poppy has had on him.
Casteel’s recount of Kieran’s actions during the moments when Poppy had lashed out in anger adds further depth to the bond between the two. Kieran’s decision to stand down and allow Poppy to live, despite her attack on Casteel, underscores Kieran's understanding of Casteel’s feelings long before Casteel himself fully grasped them.
The chapter is rich in themes of guilt, redemption, and love. Casteel’s voice is tinged with regret, but also hope—a fragile hope that perhaps Poppy will one day understand that not everything between them was a lie. His love for her, despite the deceptions, was always real. The tenderness with which he speaks to her unconscious form—tracing her hand, noting the returning color to her skin—creates a poignant image of a man yearning for forgiveness, both from Poppy and from himself.
In The Dark One, Casteel’s worst fear comes to life as he discovers Poppy has been grievously injured during his absence. The chapter is filled with tension, guilt, and Casteel's desperation as he races back to Haven Keep. His unshakable connection to Poppy drives him to push himself beyond reason, knowing without a doubt that something terrible has happened to her.
The description of the wolven’s howling and the chaotic forest as Casteel rushes to Poppy's side builds a sense of impending doom. His inner monologue reveals the depth of his fear, especially as he imagines Poppy might already be dead. His intense protectiveness and fury are palpable, and as he finally reaches her, the sight of her injured, pale, and bleeding shakes him to his core. It’s a moment where Casteel’s control falters, replaced by a primal need to save her, no matter the cost.
Casteel’s decision to force Poppy to drink his blood despite her resistance is an act of desperation. It shows the lengths he will go to save her life, even if it means compelling her against her will. The weight of that decision lingers as he watches her heal, knowing he has crossed another boundary—one that Poppy might never forgive him for. However, there’s a deep emotional conflict here. Casteel’s actions are born out of love, guilt, and fear of losing her, yet he knows the consequences may push Poppy further away.
The dynamic between Casteel and Poppy shifts dramatically in this chapter. Their physical attraction is undeniable, amplified by the effects of his blood on Poppy, but the raw emotions between them are far more complicated. Poppy’s body responds to the blood’s influence, creating a sensual tension that Casteel tries—and fails—to resist. Even in the midst of this, his internal struggle to do the right thing is clear, and he pulls back, knowing that Poppy’s desire is not entirely her own in that moment.
The climax of the chapter comes when Poppy finally confronts the truth. She realizes Casteel is the Dark One, the man she has been conditioned to fear and hate. The revelation unravels her, leading to a physical outburst where she stabs Casteel in a moment of emotional turmoil. The act is shocking, not just because of the violence but because of the weight behind it. Poppy’s tears, her apology, and her horror at her own actions show the depth of her internal conflict. She’s torn between the feelings she has for Casteel and the betrayal she feels after discovering his true identity.
Casteel’s response to the stabbing is surprisingly gentle. He doesn’t retaliate or rage at her. Instead, he acknowledges her tears, recognizing that she is crying not out of hatred, but because she cares deeply. His attempt to lighten the situation by laughing through the pain is heartbreaking. He knows Poppy didn’t stab him out of malice, but out of overwhelming hurt and confusion.
The chapter ends with Poppy fleeing, echoing the turmoil in both their hearts. Casteel’s feelings of betrayal and sadness are compounded by the realization that despite everything, Poppy still cares about him, but her emotions are too tangled for her to stay. This chapter is a pivotal moment in their relationship, one that brings to the surface all the lies, the love, and the heartbreak they’ve both endured.
In In the Snow, the tension between Casteel and Poppy continues to intensify in a whirlwind of raw emotions, betrayal, and overwhelming attraction. After Poppy stabs Casteel and runs into the woods, we see Casteel’s dangerous mix of fury and amusement as he processes the fact that she actually tried to kill him. His elemental Atlantian nature is pulled into play as he pursues her through the snowy woods, driven by an instinctive need to catch her—not out of revenge but out of something deeper, more possessive, and protective.
Casteel's interaction with Kieran showcases the primal bond they share, as Kieran is ready to chase after Poppy on instinct, only to be stopped by Casteel’s firm command. This moment reinforces Casteel's claim that Poppy is his to deal with. The fierce, predatory nature of Casteel comes alive as he tracks her down, driven by both anger and a complicated mix of emotions that have been boiling over since their confrontations. His feelings of frustration and anguish are tangible as he catches her, pulling her close with a raw intensity that borders on madness.
In a moment of pure emotion and primal need, Casteel sinks his fangs into Poppy's neck—a mixture of fury, possession, and desperation. The bite, however, leads to a shocking discovery: Poppy's blood is not purely mortal. She is part Atlantian. This revelation changes everything. Casteel is floored by the realization, as it explains much of Poppy’s unusual strength, resilience, and the unique bond they share. The discovery sparks a shift from anger to relief, as Casteel realizes that Poppy's mixed heritage might be the key to protecting her and ensuring her safety.
What follows is a moment of intense passion and surrender between the two. Despite the betrayal, despite the violence and pain they've caused each other, the attraction they share cannot be denied. Their physical connection is raw and unrestrained, a release of all the pent-up emotions between them. Casteel’s possessiveness and need to claim Poppy come through clearly as they give in to their desires in the snow, but it’s also a moment of vulnerability, where both of them are stripped of their defenses.
The scene is charged with physicality and emotional complexity, as Poppy, still reeling from the betrayal, is caught between her anger and her undeniable feelings for Casteel. Casteel, on the other hand, is more open about his emotions, admitting that he could have taken her before, but something about her always held him back. The discovery of her Atlantian blood deepens their connection and adds a new layer to their already complicated relationship.
As the chapter draws to a close, Casteel’s protective instincts kick in, and he makes it clear that he’s taking her to Atlantia. This sets the stage for a new chapter in their journey, as Poppy begins to understand her own identity and the larger implications of her heritage. Despite the chaos and the violence that brought them to this point, Casteel’s decision to take her home to Atlantia signifies a turning point, both in their relationship and in the broader conflict that surrounds them.
The chapter is a potent blend of action, emotion, and intimacy, with Casteel and Poppy’s dynamic continuing to evolve in unexpected ways. Their journey forward promises to be just as tumultuous and emotionally charged as the events that have led them to this point.
In I Was Right, the stakes rise sharply as Casteel returns to Haven Keep with Poppy, where he swiftly enacts vengeance on those who betrayed him and harmed her. His protective instincts are on full display, as well as a growing acknowledgment of his feelings for Poppy, which he admits openly to Kieran, albeit with reluctance and a side of denial. This chapter focuses on Casteel's unwavering resolve and how he comes to terms with the depth of his bond with Poppy, his anger boiling over as he realizes just how close he came to losing her.
Kieran, ever the perceptive friend, calls Casteel out on his feelings, but Casteel wrestles with admitting the truth, weighed down by guilt over past failures and what he believes is his unworthiness of love. Yet this conversation spurs Casteel to a new revelation—a plan to protect Poppy by leveraging her half-Atlantian heritage, knowing the truth could unravel the lies upholding the Ascended’s power and control.
The second half of the chapter is a grim sequence where Casteel exacts justice. He eliminates each traitor one by one, conveying the brutality of his retribution but also his sense of honor, as he refuses to allow Poppy’s actions to go unavenged. The final showdown with Jericho is particularly intense, as Casteel doesn’t simply kill him; he subjects him to torture, making a point of his betrayal. Through Casteel's relentless pursuit of justice, his growing resolve to protect Poppy becomes painfully clear.
Casteel’s actions showcase the lengths he’s willing to go, not only to punish those who’ve wronged him but to ensure that no harm will ever befall Poppy again. His whispered final words to Jericho promise that Poppy will indeed be safe in his world, setting the stage for Casteel’s daring, unconventional plan to protect her—and possibly a glimpse into a future that even he might not fully understand yet.
In Plans Have Changed, Casteel grapples with the complexity of his growing attachment to Poppy and his realization that he must change his strategy to keep her safe. The chapter opens with Casteel preparing to see Poppy, feeling guilt for the way he has treated her and for his actions during their turbulent time together. However, he decides that his only way to protect her is by marrying her, a plan he reveals to Kieran. This marriage will shield Poppy from harm in Atlantia, provide leverage over the Ascended, and potentially secure the release of his brother Malik.
Kieran, ever the perceptive voice of reason, questions Casteel's intentions, subtly pointing out that Casteel may care for Poppy far more deeply than he's willing to admit. Though Casteel deflects, he’s forced to confront his feelings and the implications of tying Poppy to Atlantia. Despite his lingering guilt, Casteel resolves to give her as much agency as possible, promising to inform her of his plans and allow her to decide whether or not to go along with them.
In the latter part of the chapter, Poppy’s frustration and Casteel's manipulative approach cause tension to spike. Casteel’s protective yet possessive nature shines through as he convinces her to join him for dinner, highlighting his determination to care for her well-being, despite her anger. This scene showcases their complex dynamic—Poppy’s independence clashes with Casteel’s fierce guardianship, setting the stage for a battle of wills that promises both sparks and deeper revelations.
Overall, Plans Have Changed continues to explore the blend of duty, desire, and remorse that Casteel wrestles with. It hints at how he might slowly open up to the idea of sharing his burdens with Poppy, especially if she chooses to stay with him, not just for strategy, but because of an unspoken bond that's hard for them both to ignore.
In My Princess, Casteel's intentions and plans come to light, sparking tension, disbelief, and a storm of emotions in Poppy. The chapter opens with the group gathered in the dining hall, where Poppy struggles to eat, disturbed by the brutal display Casteel arranged as a warning to anyone who might dare to harm her. Though horrified by the violence, she feels conflicted, torn between her empathy and the lack of remorse for those who wished her harm. Casteel’s insistent urging for her to eat highlights his concern for her, while Poppy’s reluctance reflects the toll these revelations are taking on her.
As they talk, Casteel reveals that Poppy is part Atlantian—a revelation that leaves her both shocked and doubtful. Delano and Kieran reinforce the possibility, explaining how such a hybrid heritage could happen. This discovery stirs confusion and fear, as Poppy questions her family's truth, including her relationship with her brother. When Casteel assures her that her brother Ian is alive, it brings temporary relief, but the idea of him being an Ascended remains a bitter realization.
But it's Casteel’s final announcement that steals the scene. In a bold move, he declares to the entire hall that they will be going home to Atlantia—not only to protect her but to marry her. This statement stuns everyone, especially Poppy, whose reaction promises a clash between her fierce independence and the protective, possessive side of Casteel. His declaration is strategic yet undeniably emotional, displaying his need to keep her safe while igniting a new level of complexity in their relationship.
The chapter showcases the mixture of fear, responsibility, and attraction that binds them together, and it foreshadows that this journey to Atlantia will not only redefine Poppy's life but also change the course of their alliance, possibly in ways neither of them fully understands yet.
In Present XII, Casteel shares an intimate, almost confessional moment as he reflects on his journey with Poppy, coming to terms with his deep and unconditional love for her. He relays how he was captivated by her courage and resilience, despite the trials she endured. Casteel’s introspection reveals a vulnerability, one that showcases how much Poppy means to him and his fear of losing her. As he drifts into sleep beside her, a sense of hope and peace lingers—until an unexpected and violent attack shakes the night.
A Revenant enters, threatening both Casteel and Poppy, and the ensuing battle becomes a brutal clash of strength and instinct. Casteel’s transformation into a fierce cave cat marks an awakening of a primal power within him, one that protects and avenges. The scene reveals an untapped reservoir of ancient power fueled by his bond with Poppy, manifesting as a creature capable of unmatched ferocity.
After defeating the Revenant, Casteel, still in his transformed state, instinctively stands guard over Poppy. His bond with her intensifies, reaffirming their connection and his protective instincts. When he shifts back, he and Kieran realize the depth of their bond and the unprecedented changes that have taken place in both Casteel and Poppy.
The chapter reaches a climactic moment as Poppy awakens, revealing not the woman he fell in love with but the Primal of Life and Death. Her transformation is complete, and the powers of both light and shadow course through her veins, signaling a new era for both Poppy and Casteel. This transformation reshapes not just Poppy's life but the fate of their world, leaving Casteel awestruck, caught between love, reverence, and the dawning realization of her true nature as the Primal.
In A Soul of Ash and Blood, Book 5 of Blood and Ash, Casteel recounts his journey with Poppy from his perspective, deepening the understanding of their complex love and the intensity of their bond. We witness Casteel's internal struggles, his unexpected vulnerability, and his unwavering commitment to protect Poppy, even as he wrestles with his past and the burdens of his actions. When a Revenant attacks, it catalyzes a powerful transformation in Casteel, igniting an ancient primal force within him. Meanwhile, Poppy undergoes her own transformation, awakening not as the Maiden or a simple Atlantian, but as the true Primal of Life and Death. This newfound power cements her place as a force beyond any mortal or godly understanding, shifting the stakes in ways neither she nor Casteel could have anticipated. Their bond grows, fortified by love, sacrifice, and a shared destiny that will challenge even the mightiest of foes.As the story closes, they stand together, ready to face the impending challenges with a renewed strength and an unbreakable connection. This book leaves us eagerly anticipating how Poppy and Casteel will wield their newfound powers and love against the forces threatening to tear them apart. I hope you've enjoyed this recap of A Soul of Ash and Blood! If you're ready to dive into the next adventure with Poppy and Casteel, there's sure to be even more epic battles, heart-stopping twists, and unforgettable moments ahead.
